## **Mrs. Claus and the Candy Cane**
*Discounted Photo Set*
Watch a lonely Mrs. Claus show off her cute self in her Christmas outfit. After a few wholesome pictures, she starts to show her naughty side by stripping down before sucking on a candy cane and fucking herself with it. See a good girl have a little bad fun ;)
**Quantity** - 50 photos (40 sent in PPV, 10 sent after purchase)
**Toy Used** - Icicles #59
**Price** - $10
*Make sure to check your inbox for this PPV at a lower price for 1 week from it's release~*
Editing is still underway!
I'm trying to cut down like 200 pics I took to a max of 50 for the photo set.
Here's a little preview of how I'm editing it to look.
What do you think? :)
Faaaaack!!! I went to sleep late last night, and it's been raining since so it's dark outside. And I woke up just now thinking it was still morning lolz.
Have to do some quick grocery shopping and then I'll come back home to finish editing today's PPV. It's a Christmas photo set that I started editing last night and it's looking pretty good so far :)
I'll be posting some extras that didn't make it into the photo set as well as some goofy/accidental shots lolz. And then I'll be sending previews of the photo set with the PPV.
Cool?
Cool!
Break! xD
Please read this post~
The main change I've been thinking of making is to maybe get rid of the goal to make Workout Wednesdays be nude.
When I first started it, it was great and a handful of peeps were willing to chip in because they wanted my workouts to be nude. Not just for eye candy but also so they could see the muscles I was working out, or how to perform an exercise or stretch without clothes being in the way. I liked it because it gave you guys more control over whether I did the workouts nude, and it would help to pay for my gym membership, any gym clothes I got, etc. It was a win-win.
Recently, there have been less and less people interested in completing the goal. I'm not sure if it's because of holidays, or because most people are seeing the goals completed so they feel like they don't have to chip in, or if it's because people don't care whether I'm doing nude workouts. Maybe people don't like goals or don't like the incentives I give to contributors. Idk.
Whatever the reason, it's caused there to be literally 1 or 2 people contributing to make nude workouts happen. When something like that happens, that's when I know something might be wrong that I need to re-work or fix, etc. I really don't like the idea of 1 or 2 people handling goals in general.
***So here's the deal:
If there are 5 tips of $5 from 5 different people, I will keep the goal, you guys remain to have control of nude workouts, and I can continue to give an extra clip.
If only the same 1 or 2 people contribute, I will discontinue nude workout goals for this next quarter. Nude workouts will either be random or might not even happen, but I'll still try to wear something that exposes the muscle groups I'm exercising/stretching.***
That's the deal. Take it or leave it. I'm making ***the deadline for this goal to be this Friday, December 24, at 1pm Pacific Time*** so that I know whether to film a nude workout or a non-nude workout this weekend.
I will also be giving out this deal next week, just so I know this is not a fluke. So you have 2 chances to complete the goal, but the goal must be complete both times if we want to keep nude workout goals for the next quarter.
You are in control lolz.
The final stretch!
Stretches:
- Figure 4 Stretch:
This can be done laying down or standing up. If you're having trouble with balance or can't find anything to grab, do it laying down. Otherwise, you can do this standing up and use gravity to stretch into position.
Hold for 15-30 seconds per leg.
- Kneeling Adductor Stretch [NEW]:
Targets inner thighs. Basically do like a superhero pose lolz. To initiate, back your body into the foot behind you then stretch your arms out in front. For more of a stretch, reach your closest hand to the extended leg.
Hold for 15-30 seconds per leg
- Bench Hip Flexor Stretch [NEW]:
Targets hip flexors and quads. This is similar to doing a reverse lunge but with your back foot being on a bench, chair, bed, etc. When you go down, you should feel the stretch. If you want more of a stretch, raise your arms up and slowly lean back.
Hold for 15-30 seconds per leg.
***I do have a thing to say concerning Workout Wednesdays, so stay tuned for the next post, where I'll also be putting the goal for nakey Just Dance workout for next week~***
Time for exercises!
Exercises:
- Box Squat: 3 sets, 10 reps each
- Hip Thrusts: 3 sets, 10 reps each
- Seated Calf Raises: 3 sets, 10 reps each
By the way, if you do have any trouble when it comes to working out a specific muscle, just try to imagine it yourself and adjust how you perform the exercise to help you get there.
*Example: If I'm doing box squats but don't really feel it in my glutes, I can mentally focus on it so that I remember to squeeze when I'm standing or I can adjust by using my heels to go up and come down.*
It's Workout Wednesday!!
*Thank you to those that made today's workout be in the nude! You shall be seeing a new video in your inbox some time today~*
Today, we are working on our legs! The exercises will be ones I've done before but I'll still explain them a little bit for those that are new to here. And then I've got 2 new stretches I found to try out.
***I am thinking of making some changes to Workout Wednesdays but I'm not entirely sure if I should go through with them. I do like the way it is now and would mostly like to keep it that way (i.e. nude workout goal, rotating muscle group workouts, etc.) but I might try to make better rules for them. I'm still trying to currently figure all that out, but I am hoping to finalize any thoughts I might have by the new year~***
*A little voyeurism~*
Have this clip of me lathering myself. Featuring hot water and my skin getting red plus me thinking I had stopped recording but was in fact still recording xD
*Shower thoughts*
Keeping it short and sweet because I still got stuffs to do today and my brain no think right now.
I've been running on fumes with little sleep for the past month. Still don't know the reason for it, but I'm hoping it gets better soon so that I can actually get a good night's rest.
Frick! I was busy doing a bunch of tasks yesterday but forgot to queue up today's posts lolz. I knew I was missing something!
Anyways, I'll do some shower ones since I haven't done that in a while~
Wait one more thing!
I would post this to Story but I feel like it hates me sometimes lolz.
I finally finished the Christmas set!!
Here's some behind the scenes stuffs xD
Now I just need to film like 2 videos and then I'm done for this Christmas haha. I still have a bunch more ideas for next time~
Hype?
Went through 2 batteries, shot with 2 remote controls, used my phone as a second screen closer to me, had to replace some of the lights batteries, and everything else lmao. Ended up setting up and shooting for like 3 hours total I think.
Let me know what you think so far :)
P.S. of course there will be a Christmas bundle lolz
## **Day OFF Tomorrow**
Oki, now that I have a better idea of how you guys feel about things, I'll be narrowing down what the changes might be if there are any. I'll be working on them this week. If I have any more questions, I'll post them next Sunday so that I can make things official by the first Sunday of January.
I am still working diligently on my other projects, mainly focusing on two at the moment: the backup site Loyal Fans and the clip site APclips. Both can be found in my AllMyLinks in my bio. I aim to get at least both profiles set up while continuing to add content to each one.
Btw, I would like to say thank you to those that provide me with feedback and have been here supporting for the longest time lolz. It's with your help that I've been able to continue creating and improving in what I do. My main goal here is to give you the best content I can, and I very much appreciate you for allowing me to do that <3
Anyways, have a great Monday and start to your week! I shall see you on Tuesday :)
- Mizu
How do you guys like the Renewal content?
*The renewal content is the extra content I've sent directly to peeps who have their subscription set to renew every month. I think I've sent 2 so far, one in November (clips) and one this month (audio). The next deadline will be January 2nd.*
For those currently in the Loyalty Program, did you like the daily messages before or did you like getting the pics and clips more?
*I've recently not been sending any messages or extra content due to the amount of inactive peeps, and am trying to figure out how to rework it.
If you're not sure you're in the Loyalty Program, you should have received a message today saying you are~*
Do you like the idea of having goals for things or does it depend?
*Goals I usually have are for Workout Wednesday (to be nude) and Live Streams (for a cumshow).
Other goals I might have would be for an AirBnB, for toys/props/outfits, or for visiting family.*
Please read.
I've mentioned a bit about this before, but with every quarter, I like to change things up on my page, mainly to experiment or tweak certain things.
With this quarter coming to a close soon, some changes I'm thinking about include:
- Live streams
- Goals in general
- Promos / discounts
- Loyalty Program
- Video prices
- Tip menu prices
- Posting days
- PPVs
I won't give too many details for now as I'm still working them out, but rest assured that most things will remain the same, just with a better structure as I continue to learn stuffs and figure out a better work-life-school balance. I am always open to any and all feedback, so if you've got any, feel free to comment or message me.
I'll do my best to give more details and updates as they come within the next few weeks, and I'll be asking some questions today to help me figure some stuffs out~
Fuck, I kinda wanted to keep streaming but what I'm going to be doing for the rest of the day requires quiet, focus time lolz.
Idk, I just liked streaming today. It was very chill and productive with a happy ending lolz. It was the best in a long time I would say.
Thank you to those that dropped by my productivity stream lolz.
I unboxed my new toothbrush, batteries, and RGB lightbulbs.
I replaced my lamp lightbulbs with the new ones so I can have those awesome colored pics and clips.
I replaced the batteries in all my little lights so that they work better for shoots and stuffs.
We also had a dildo cumshow! Which was super amazing and creamy lolz. I had peeps control how fast I fuck myself xD
Overall, not exactly what I had planned but it was fun. So thank you again to those that tipped and chatted with me during the stream. I needed all the love and I very much appreciated it <3
*If you would like to get the VOD, it's $5 flat for everyone. I'll be sending it out in a PPV, but you can also tip for under this post.
I know that's now how it usually works, but with upcoming changes and how streams have been lately, I won't be doing special discounts for it. At least not for now, while I figure shit out.*
Thank you again, and have a good night!~
Beep boop!
The bf has been getting Amazon credit from his job, and I've been able to get:
- **A new toothbrush** (my current one is pretty old and fucked up)
- **Slippers** (to keep my feetsies warm and to ruin less socks lolz)
- **Batteries for my lights**
- and new **RGB lightbulbs** finally!
There's still some stuffs I'd like to get to replace some things or to have an extra of:
- Pajama set
- Panties, bras, and socks
- Some new shirts
- and perhaps some new toys ;)
So if you have any extra Amazon gift cards laying around or would like to help me get some stuffs I need for myself or to create content with, you can email, Cash app, or tip under this post, and I'll give you something in return depending on what it is.
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/3MGC75DK6VDNW
*If you get an item off my Amazon wishlist, I'll send you pics and clips of me trying it out. (This is for those that would like to know exactly what I'm getting.)*
amamizura@gmail.com / $Amamizura
*If you send through email, Cash App, or tip under this post, then whatever I get with it, I'll show if off to you. (This is for those that like surprises).*
Any presents I get for the next couple of weeks, I'll open them on stream if you like. Just let me know in a message if you'd like me to unbox it privately or publicly~
I'm online!
Going to be working on some stuffs, unboxing, fixing some things, etc.
Join me for a productivity stream~
And maybe some random shit talking lolz
Ugh! Why is OF so slow to upload and post to Story?
Anyways, I'll be streaming for a bit. Might be chill, might want to do a sneaky cumshow.
But my plans for today kind of changed again because I can't film right now. Someone is in the living room right next to me watching TV and my camera would be able to pick it up. This person is partially the reason j haven't been able to film much, too, among other reasons. But they've been home from work for almost 2 months and they're always being loud and usually in the living room so I can't really make any videos, which I desperately need to make lolz.
P.S. they've also been using my car because they don't currently have one, so I also haven't been able to practice driving to get my license, and will have to postpone my test yet again or just try to get another permit.
Ugh, I hate living with other people, but I hate that I can't do anything about it even more.
Anyways, all this to say that I'll be streaming lolz. I'll get some food first then hop online.
Lolz so i had this post written out yesterday in the early afternoon. After I queued up posts, I logged off and started to shoot/film for next week so I hadn't checked OF until I woke up late af today. But now I've noticed someone tipped for me to get online and now idk what to do lolz. Please reply to me asap, person!
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With the holidays coming up and whatnot, I'm not really surprised that this was a bust.
I'll be taking the day to create those videos I was talking about recently as I'm now able to lolz.
If I have some time to, then maybe I'll hop online for a chill hang before I'm also off for the holidays.
https://onlyfans.com/235310034/amamizura
Yooooo can I be someone's holidate? I'll pretend to be your girlfriend or something so your family doesn't bother you on why you're single. I can be available for other holidays, birthdays, reunions, etc. Lolz. Hire me!
*Dammit if you fuck me... over~*
Can you tell I've been thinking about stuffs a lot? xD
Idk, maybe I'm just changing or growing. But I have become more self-aware over the past couple of years, and slowly becoming more aware of others and how they perceive the world, they're thoughts, feelings, experiences.
I've had past encounters where boundaries have been crossed which have led me to be more reserved with how I present certain things, the most recent being someone I rarely talked to privately and who I only knew by username. But they gave me this little speech, and I didn't think too much of it. Why would I? I don't really know them and they don't really know me. So, I responded in a general manner. They replied about how I didn't understand and that it was ok, etc. Then they changed what they said to make it seem like they accepted my response. The thing is, this person didn't know I read the original message before they edited it.
I don't want to go into details because it's a more private matter, but they basically gave me responsibility of their life.
I was so confused and distraught because I didn't know how to respond to something like that. And what do I say now that they've edited their message and probably think I didn't see the original? Do I still say something? Do I do something? Do I even have to do anything? Is this even really my responsibility? I don't actually know them, and they don't know me outside of being online, but yet they still thought that I was important enough to share all of that with.
How the fuck am I supposed to respond?!...
I became angry for putting that on me like other people have, like my first bf did. I became anxious because I wasn't sure if they were expecting another response from me or what would be the best thing to say in that situation. And a million other thoughts and feelings raced through my head and heart and I froze...
But it's not up to me. Why does it have to be up to me? I don't really know them, and they don't really know me. Yet, somehow, I was still important to them. And now, I won't know what actually ended up happening. And I can only hope that they're ok or in a better place.
I know that I sometimes say that you guys can talk to me about anything. But if you need help, real help, please seek that professional help. Don't put it on me or someone else who isn't trained for that. One wrong thing said, and it could easily be seen as my responsibility, my fault. Please don't ever do that. Please.
*Come lay with me, and tell me your thoughts~*
I sometimes wonder if my pictures match what I'm trying to portray, whether it's a thought, or feeling, or an event going on in my life.
I wonder if when you read this, and you see the pictures or clips that I post with it, do you feel like you're in the room with me? Like if I'm sharing these things with you personally?
Do you see me superficially, or do you see me for me?
It's something I definitely struggle with in this industry. The first thing people see is my appearance and they can judge from that. Whether they actually want to get to know me or just want something from me to get off, that's up to them. But it's also up to me because it's my job.
I do wish there was a more intimate connection, or I guess a more personal connection where it's like we can be in tune with one another.
Then, there is the fear of "will they like me or will they stop caring if they get to know me?" "How different would it be?"
There is a boundary that I like to establish. But I feel like the lines get blurred because of what is required of me. You want a more real, genuine connection so that the "sex" is more meaningful. But what happens if it becomes something more? Are you able to have that boundary for yourself or is it solely up to me to tell you that this is still a fantasy?
I would love for us to get to know each other and to develop a deeper connection so that I may create things in a better way that you like. But how do you stop the relationship from being parasocial?
*She lay there thinking, 'Now, what can I do next?'*
I feel like this is something I should say towards the end of the month, or I probably have said this for Thanksgiving lolz...
But sometimes I get so in my head and I spiral a little bit, think too negatively of everything and myself, that I lose sight of the things I have accomplished.
And I've been talking about my projects and how I'm making progress in each one slowly but surely and that I don't want to share too much until they're complete. But I feel like that accountability is a double-edged sword (honestly, idk if I'm using the right word for this, so correct me if I'm wrong).
Accountability can be a good thing if you share your goals with other people. Those other people can support you, keep you on track, etc. But it can also be bad if the goal you set doesn't get achieved. You not only feel like shit, but now everyone knows that you failed.
There's a bit of comfort when you don't tell anyone what you're planning: If you succeed, you impress everyone; if you fail, no harm is done to anyone or yourself. You can choose to drop it or try again without anyone telling you anything.
But all of this depends on the type of goal or the type of person, or any number of factors. I mean, there has to be a reason why resolutions tend to fail or why people don't even try to make them. It just depends.
But looking back at this year, I know I've accomplished so much. No matter how shitty I feel right now, it could have been worse, and I survived. We survived, and still are.
Whatever goals I have for next year don't matter too much. I'm still growing, I'm still learning, experiencing, etc. And I'm becoming more of who I'd like to be, and living more the way I intend to. And that's something I will continue to look forward to: just being more me~
Looking back, how did you fare this past year?
*As the thought came to her, she smiled~*
I wish there was an absolute way to measure progress.
Is it the number of tasks completed, the mini-goals? Is it what you personally deem as progress? Does one even consider progress if there isn't anything to show for it?
What about success?
What about failure?
How should one keep going when there is constant failure?
How do we know if the next try will be a success?
If we keep trying and trying but always failing, is it still madness or just the pursuit of success?
Idk about all of these questions, and I may not always believe that even small progress is still progress, but I did something today and that's something to be proud of. I am alive and well, as far as I know. Tired, but I'm doing alright.
Remember to be kind to yourself. And take small, meaningful steps.
What's a small thing you did today that you're proud of?
Beep boop!
I would really like to stream this weekend to celebrate our 1yr together on OF, and do either a dildo cumshow or fuck machine cumshow.
Any takers to get me online?
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