It's stretching time!
My room is getting dark lolz.
- Cat-Cow: Focuses on lower back and abs. Put on a timer of 30 seconds to 1 minute, and inhale for cat, hold, exhale for cow, hold, repeat.
- Sphinx Pose [New]: Focuses on lower back. Pretty easy peasy. Hold for 30 seconds, and do as many as you'd like. Big inhales help for a bigger stretch.
- Piriformis Stretch: Focuses on piriformis and glutes. You can use your hands to hold your thigh or use a towel/sheet you can wrap around to help. Hold for 30 seconds, repeat on other leg. You can also try this standing up.
The Sphinx pose will definitely be one that I keep in my stretches rotation. It felt so good and I was able to crack my back with it lolz.
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Thank you again to those that made today's workout be in the nude. I greatly appreciate your support in my fitness journey and I hope I am inspiring you to work out with me~
This goal is to make next week's workout be in the nude! We'll be working on our cardio by playing Just Dance. I still have the unlimited version and can't wait to try out more dances xD
Let's try to finish this goal by Saturday!
If you'd like to help me pick some songs, you can check out this list and comment the song under this post. I'll be picking a few.
https://www.theloadout.com/just-dance/unlimited-song-list
I hope you guys liked today's workout! Have an awesome rest of your day and I shall see you tomorrow~
Time for exercises!
If you're a feet person, you'll like today's workout ;)
- Bicycle Crunches: Focuses on abs. Smoothly switch between legs to continuously engage your core. 3 sets, 10 reps each.
- Side Planks: Focuses on obliques. You can do this with your arm extended or bent depending on comfort. Hold for at least 30 seconds, then switch sides. You can also try this as dips.
- Superman [New]: Focuses on lower back. You can do this as sets/reps or holds, or a mix of both. 3 sets, 10 reps, 3-second holds.
I honestly don't remember if I have shown the Superman exercise here before. I might be confusing myself with also having to film it when I had my gym class spring of last year lolz. Weird times O.o
I was taking a weight training class in the spring before covid hit, and it was going pretty well. It was the first time I was in a gym and I had no fucking clue how any of the machines worked, not that we used a lot of them because covid hit. Then we had to transition to doing workouts from home, and to show proof we were working out to get a good grade, we had to film ourselves O.o
It helped with accountability, kind of like how I'm doing it now, but it was really fucking weird at the time lolz.
Heyoo! It's Workout Wednesday!
Today, we're working on abs and back!
Thank you to those that contributed towards making today's workout nude. A new stretching progress video shall be hitting your inbox in a little bit ;)
Tip at least $3 under this post if you would also like to get the progress video of this super secret goal I have for myself. I've made several of them so far and I am probably around halfway to reaching my goal!
Anyways, we've got a good combo of exercises/stretches. I'll get into them in the next post~
*Do you want to see me bounce?*
I hope you guys liked today's posts. And definitely let me know what kind of videos you'd like to see me do with this Punk look.
I probably won't do anything for it really soon but I'd like to put it in my pool of content/video ideas, and I would like to use all this stuff again (wig, piercings, tattoos) regardless of if it's for the Punk look or something else.
Oki, I'm out watching Dune tonight! I'll let you know what I thought of it in this Saturday's stream. Have a good rest of your night, and I shall see you tomorrow <3
*Want to see my tattoos, or something else? ;)*
I did not forget it was Tushy Tuesday lolz. I made up the theme for Tuesdays, after all! I just wanted to build up to it in the previous post, and show off the pic that I did post a preview of in Story early last week.
I do have a lot more pics than these which I will release over time. But it got me thinking, **would you be interested in more content with this look?**
I obviously can't reuse the same tattoos but I did get a whole bunch of them for me to pick from if there is a lot of interest for me to do a whole photo set and perhaps a video, or several, to go with it.
Vote in the poll for more of this content, and let me know in the comments if you'd like a photo set only, video(s) only, or both :)
*Oh hey! Do you want to listen to some music?*
I honestly am so happy with how this look turned out. It had taken me a bit to try to get the wig on (first time having one) but it was good enough lolz. I didn't realize til after I got it on that I should have probably brushed it beforehand so I ran my fingers through the wig really quickly to make it look more realistic lolz.
I also put on my fake nose ring, fake tattoos, and fake eyeliner. I'm all fake! xD
Btw, which pic is your favorite?
## **Day OFF Tomorrow**
I'll be taking tomorrow off from posting and messaging here.
I'd add onto this like I usually do but my brain is mush and my mind is elsewhere at the moment.
This week's to-do list:
- Edit this week's post content and queue them up
- Edit Black Cat cum video and queue it as a PPV
- Complete FAFSA and register for Spring classes
- Complete jury summons registration
- Plan for November and December
I hope you all have a good Monday, and I shall see you again on Tuesday :)
- Mizu <3
I just posted this to Story, but I did send out the Freddy cosplay extras to peeps who have tipped for it as a mass message but OF is being super slow on sending it. If it doesn't get sent within the hour, then I'll re-send it to tippers individually.
I also tried to send it to everyone else as a PPV, but again OF is being slow on that. If you would like the Freddy cosplay extras, you can tip under this post or under the posts linked. Thanks!
Here's what you get:
- 2 extra pics
- 1 Snap pic
- 1 Snap clip
- 5 Snap shower clips
- 1 process video
https://onlyfans.com/215425859/amamizura
https://onlyfans.com/214281773/amamizura
If anyone would like some more Freddy content, you can tip $5 under this post or under the linked post.
Here's what you get:
- 2 extra pics
- 1 Snap pic
- 1 Snap clip
- 5 Snap shower clips
- 1 process video
That's 10 total extra content media of my first ever Freddy cosplay for $5!
Show you're appreciation for the face AND body paint <3
*Tips go towards this month's cosplay expenses~*
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## **Upcoming Stream Announcement**
Let's try this again! ***I'll be streaming this Saturday @ 5pm PT!***
*I'm trying yet a different time to see if that helps (but I'm thinking streaming later isn't the solution if most peeps show up late regardless).*
All contributions for/from the previous stream will be rolled over into this upcoming stream.
The Stream Theme will be: ***Blacklight, with UV paint, and a glow-in-the-dark dildo cumshow*** if we complete this goal.
I will have a 2-hour timer set up for this stream. Either complete this goal for the cumshow through here so we can have the max of 3 hours of streaming, or complete the goal during the stream within 2 hours of starting.
Here's what you can tip for:
- Tip at least $5 to get the VOD
- Tip $25 to get a personal Thank You clip + above
*Tip amounts can also be used to redeem anything from the Stream Tip Menu or equal or lesser value.*
Posting the VOD here since no cumshow.
I really need to stop myself from going past the 2-hour mark if the cumshow goal isn't complete. I've been using a stopwatch for how long I've been doing tasks and I set one up for today's stream when I should have used a timer lolz.
But yeah, I don't mean to stay that long if the cumshow goal isn't reached. I get the hangouts are chill but keep in mind that this is meant to be work for me. Streams with a cumshow goal meant to be completed are work. Impromptu streams without one are just hangouts if I have down time.
I'm not sure if not completing a cumshow goal is meant as a way to get me to stream more often because I'd have to try again the following Saturday. I would stream more and I'd like to alternate cumshow streams and chill streams, but it's time being used for potentially nothing when I can be working on other things.
Also, having to roll over and try again the next Saturday messes with my schedule because I already have something else planned thinking that the cumshow goal would be complete the same day. Rolling it over means I don't post what I had originally planned and I can't focus solely on content creation, I'd have to stream on top of all that, creating more work for me and possibly having to play catch-up, causing me stress and stuff. And yes, I'd have to roll it to the next weekend because it is income I'm trying to make for the month.
If it's a cumshow stream and the cumshow goal is not complete resulting in me leaving to go work on other things, do not try to get me to keep streaming, especially if no one is talking or I'm being used as background noise. It makes me feel bad for leaving when I know I'm not getting much in return.
*Also, I delayed stream because I was working on a video to release hopefully next week, and most peeps were still late to the stream lolz.*
This is the last time I'm streaming past 2 hours when the cumshow is not complete. I'll be using a timer next time. If you don't value my time, then it will result in less streams so that I can focus my attention more on what does make an income for me. Please keep that in mind.
Anyways, thank you to those that did join me and contributed towards the cumshow goal. I will most likely stream next Saturday to see if we can make the cumshow happen.
Have a good night~
Last reminder! Stream will be today at around 3pm PT!
Going to be working on a video beforehand and after, so you might see me on stream with some "makeup" on lolz.
I'll try to see if I can find some spooky stories on r/NoSleep to read them during the stream. We've also got an oil tease queued up, and hopefully a Wand Reading cumshow tonight xD
I kinda also maybe want to use a dildo as a possible second cumshow if we're up for it. We'll see how tonight goes ;)
I shall see you there!
https://onlyfans.com/211887584/amamizura
*Sweet dreams, my little children!*
Honestly, I wish I did have more time and resources for this cosplay (even though I did say I would go for simple ones this time around lolz). But it was fun and I feel like I could have done more with it.
Maybe next year~
I did end up staying up late past midnight to shoot and record for today's posts. Which means! I have some extra content I'd like to share, including a process video of the face/body paint, a couple extra pics, and some clips of me showering it off to "I don't want to miss a thing" by Aerosmith lmao.
If you'd like the extra content, you can tip $5 under this post. I'd very much appreciate it for the hard work and effort into this cosplay.
*This might take some time to send out as my PC storage is full lolz. But I will send stuffs when they're ready.*
Thank you, and have a good night! <3
*Didn't anybody ever tell you sleep-deprivation makes you go a little... mad!*
Except... I want to try this cosplay again next year but better.
This was more of a test of my abilities and how much time something like this would take.
For sure, there are some things I would want to have ahead of time, like the hat, shirt, and claw (I'd probably have to order them at least 2 months before). That way I can focus more on the face paint, which I would definitely want to upgrade by using liquid latex to make it look more realistic.
*Well looky here, we've got a dreamer!*
I have so much to say and not a lot to say lolz.
1. This face paint alone took me about 2-3 hours.
2. I tried to order a shirt and the claw earlier in the month, but it was sold out so I figured I'd paint it.
3. I didn't get to paint the whole shirt/dress I had in mind with rips because I was running out of paint and time.
4. I had issues getting the hat originally because the delivery date kept changing so I bought a backup just in case only for the first one to arrive sooner lolz.
All in all, I had so many problems with this cosplay so if it doesn't look that great... well I just told you why. And if you complain, well fuck you then!! (jk) And if you decide to give me tips, where the hell was that before I did this?!!
I'm not mad about it at all though. I tried it, I experimented, I learned, and now I know never to do that again... except...
Reminder about our Saturday Strim!!
Spooky Stories theme is in the lead!
I'm thinking of having some creepy music and low lights around. The cumshow will be a wand reading, so I'll be telling a spooky story while trying to cum lolz.
Does anyone have any recommendations of short scary stories I can read?
Btw, the goal is attached to the link below with the poll. Not sure if peeps are getting confused with it, but it's there and I have rewards for contributions listed as well :)
https://onlyfans.com/211887584/amamizura
Time for stretches!
- Calf and Hamstring Stretch: Inhale when you've reached a stopping point, exhale to stretch further. Repeat until you can't go any further, and hold for 30 seconds. Do the same for the other leg.
- Reverse Triconasana [New]: Use a wall to balance yourself if you need to. Hold the final position for 30 seconds. Repeat on other leg.
- Thigh and Quad Stretch [New]: Start in a lunge position to get into this new one. You'll use one arm for balancing and the other hand to stretch the opposite leg. Hold for 30 seconds. Repeat on other leg.
The new stretches are a little hard to do but it'll get easier with practice~
Hope you guys enjoyed today's Workout Wednesday! Let me know which ones you liked and which ones you'd try.
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Thank you to those that made today's Workout Wednesday be in the nude! Let's try to keep it going so I can continue showing you all the muscles in raw form lolz.
This goal is to make next Workout Wednesday be nakey af! Next week, we're working on core and back. Contributors to the goal will get a progress video to a secret stretch challenge ;)
Let's try to finish this goal by Saturday~
Have an awesome and relaxing rest of your day <3
Let's start with exercises!
- Kettlebell Squats: Focuses on glutes, quads, hamstrings, basically all of the leg lolz. You can widen your stance for more intensity. 3 sets, 10 reps each.
- Glute Bridges: Focuses on glutes. You can hold the position or do it as reps, or both. 3 sets, 10 reps each.
- Seated Calf Raises [New]: Focuses on calves. Flexion and extension are your friends for this exercise if you want that extra stretch for your calves. 3 sets, 10 reps each.
Honestly, this whole workout made my legs die afterwards but that's good lolz. Don't forget that recovery is also important for the muscles to grow. So remember to give your muscles a break. This can vary depending on intensity, frequency, etc and recovery time can be 1 day to several days. Stretching also helps in recovery time.
Heyoo! It's Workout Wednesday, and we're working on legs!
We've got a good mixture of exercises and stretches we've done before and ones we're trying out today :) Going to focus on glutes, quads, hamstrings, and calves.
Thank you to those made today's workout be in the nude! I've sent you a new progress video for our secret stretch goal to your inbox~
If you'd like to see what the secret is, you can tip $3 under this post and I'll send you the video :)
*Shift is over!! Time to go home!!*
Working as a CNA in the beginning was ok. I had orientation the first couple of weeks and I was getting to know the staff and residents, I was getting paid pretty well (I still didn't know it was basically minimum wage), and I had time for school and friends, etc. Life was going well finally and I felt like I was starting to get my shit together.
I was aware that the facility I worked at had residents with physical disabilities and mental issues. I didn't mind that. I was prepared for it. What I didn't know was how the culture there worked.
I was told the CNAs rotated rounds and had partners so that no one felt like they were always with one set of residents. EXCEPT!! Some of them would go to the charge nurse to complain to get the rounds they preferred and gave their original rounds to someone else without their knowledge.
I was new, so they kind of eased me into it and rotated me at first. Until, I wasn't new anymore and they started giving me the same rounds either because other CNAs complained about it or because residents preferred me (because I didn't talk back and was pretty easy to take advantage of).
I started getting the harder rounds where I was just always busy and sometimes wouldn't have help from my partner or anyone because we were normally short-staffed. It was really tough, and I started to dread going to work, hoping something would happen to me on the way there so I didn't have to go. I wouldn't eat, I got really stressed and anxious, and I was having negative thoughts. I stayed there for 6 months, the minimum requirement to get into a nursing program (I was still doing prerequisites at the time).
I eventually finished my nursing pre-reqs and had my work experience. I applied to the university several times to get rejected every time lolz. My first couple of years at my first university didn't go that well and this new one was really competitive but was supposedly the easiest one to get into.
I took it as a sign, or several, and dropped nursing altogether. I didn't like it, I never did. I just pushed myself to because everyone said it was a more stable job compared to art.
Years later and here's what I've realized:
- Don't fucking listen to anyone trying to influence your decision for their ideals
- Don't get into debt going to a university when you can probably go to a community college for most of the classes
- Don't try to go to school full-time if you also have other priorities
- Do your research when job hunting or have job offers
- Jobs, any jobs, are not stable; anything can happen that results in you being unemployed. So go with whatever feels right, and don't put all your eggs in one basket.
- Take your time! There's no rush in trying to figure out what you want to do!
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Sorry for making today's posts really long lolz. But I thought I'd share the gist of my nursing school/work experience. It wasn't the best, but it was what I could do at the time. And having that job was worth it to figure out if I truly wanted it. It was also better income back then and for that I am grateful, regardless of how shitty I felt towards the end of it.
Anyways, now this is going to feel awkward, but I originally didn't plan to write out my life's story and I wanted to end this last post with
***I have some extra pics and a clip of me having fun while undressing completely! You can tip $3 under this post and I'll send them to you***
Lolz you can still do it, but completely optional.
Have a good night, everyone!~
*You don't mind if I undress out of my scrubs, do you?*
I was done with my first semester of university and I dropped the job. So how would I make money?
Well, the boyfriend found a solution online: sex work lolz. I was hesitant about the idea for several reasons including I don't have privacy. I lived with my dad and he would barge into my room whenever. I would lock it sometimes to change, but he'd ask why it was locked and demand to open it.
The solution was to do custom video requests so I can do that any time I could. I'd have to time it when my dad was out or when it was nighttime (my room was at the far-end of my house at the time with hallways and a living room between my bedroom and another one). So that's what I did for a year or 2 while in university.
Eventually, I moved in with the boyfriend in Cali and took some nursing classes at the community college. It was basically free with financial aid. I had started camming for a few years to help pay for my own personal expenses so that I didn't have to leave the house for work. After a couple years, I took Certified Nursing Assistant courses to gain work experience while I went to school for my Bachelor's.
I had found a job as a CNA and I was quick to take it because I thought it paid well and it was close to home, and I really needed the money as camming wasn't working out well enough. I really wanted to do both, but I needed the weekdays for school, so that left weekends for working at a facility. It ended up replacing camming, which I was eventually ok with... for a little while.
*Hi! I'm Mizu, and I'll be your nurse today!*
Holy crapolla! I find it funny I still have my old scrubs from my CNA days. Shall I share the story?
Back in grade school, I was really into art and I wanted to major in it in some way to work in the art industry whether as a fine artist, a multimedia artist, or whatever.
Then comes the time to actually pick a major during my senior year of high school, and everyone is telling me to pick something else. Why the fuck didn't anyone talk to me about this before?
My mom wanted me to be a doctor, a surgeon specifically because when I would paint, my hands were really steady and I like my lines and artwork to be perfect. Imagine the hurt: She told me I could be good at something else by complimenting how good I was at art. Like, wtf?!!
I listened to other people, and eventually settled on nursing because I could help people (this was before I realized how vague helping people is). I applied to university after graduation (big mistake! why do people glorify universities?) and went there full-time (another big mistake). I had to take out loans and started working at an art store (lolz) to pay for school.
I was doing a lot, going to school full-time while working part-time while also trying to have time for relationships and gaming. Guess which one I decided to drop.
## **Day OFF Tomorrow**
I'll be taking my day off tomorrow from posting and messaging on here. I am going to the park! I haven't used my bullet journal/planner in a while because I transferred to using Google Calendar. But I do want to use it as a tracker and journal, so I'll have to remember to take it with me to the park.
I've also scheduled some time tomorrow to edit and I'm hoping it doesn't take me too long lolz.
I realized that the "schedule" or planning I do now doesn't take into account some things because I would use different apps and would mainly focus on a week at a time. So I'm also starting to re-vamp my planner/to-do list to make it better for myself and hopefully give me some more ease.
Another thing I need to keep in mind is making more time to hang with friends and talk to my family. One thing I've realized since discovering that I might actually have ADHD is that my brother probably has it too. He's been struggling in school and personally for some time, too, without a lot of help so I want to make more time to be there for him.
I might say all this and a lot of it might not happen lolz, but I shall do my best in implementing them.
I hope you all have a wonderful rest of your night, sweet dreams, and good luck with stuffs tomorrow. I shall see you on Tuesday :)
- Mizu <3
## **Upcoming Stream Announcement**
**Our next stream will be this Saturday, October 23, at 3pm PT!**
Yes, I know, a different time lolz. I'm scheduling this around my content creation time and most of my ideas have a night setting so this is the latest I'd like to start stream.
With that being said, what shall our Stream Theme be?
- **Blacklight**: with UV Paint, cumshow would be with a toy that glows
- **Spooky Stories**: playing with lights for extra spookiness, cumshow might include oil
*Just 2 options this time since I'm combining theme ideas*
The goal attached here is for the cumshow:
- Tip at least $5 to get the VOD
- Tip $25 to get a personal Thank You clip + above
- Tip $50 to also get some FYEO teasing clips + above
- Tip $125 to auto-choose the Stream Theme and help me choose the cumshow toy + above
*Whatever amount the tip, you can also redeem that amount for anything on the Stream Tip Menu*
*Refer to Live Streams pinned post for more info*
Hey hey! No new posts today!
I had something planned to post today but it wasn't working out and I didn't want to spend more time re-taking everything. Trying to take it easy and progress with other stuff I have planned.
For anyone that looked at my Story last night, I am feeling better today and have been on the move to get stuff done. I woke up early today, planned my day and some of my week, had breakfast, and cleaned my room before my usual wake up time lolz.
Now I'm working on this week's content and some of next week's too. Going to do my best to keep myself out of the rut and on the move.
I'll be making another post soon for a Stream Announcement.
Hope you guys are having a pretty awesome day <3
*And this is the bedroom...
where I shall convince you to stay with me here...*
P.S. This is actually Coraline's room, but don't tell her we're using it xD
I had originally wanted this to be using the bathroom background but apparently there is such a thing as a Coraline shower and that's what kept coming up in the searches O.o It looks very fancy though lolz.
Anyways, regardless of my struggles with today's posts, I do hope you enjoyed them~
I probably won't be posting cosplay stuff tomorrow. I had taken some pics and clips using a fire filter (I wanted to be female Human Torch lolz) on an app but it seems the media can only exist in the app. So that ended up being a bust, and I don't want to do more work by retaking and editing them instead of using the filter. I'll be posting some announcements and updates instead!
Have an awesome rest of your night! Sleep well!
