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💫 February 2019 💫 The beginning of my camming era. At this ..

💫 February 2019 💫 The beginning of my camming era. At this point in time I had an awful retail job, that I hated. My health started to deteriorate, and went undetected, so I had to sacrifice what littIe hours they would give me.. If they would even let me stay home. I didn't entirely understand what was happening, but I knew something needed to change. When the Tumblr ban finally hit, I was scrambling for new platforms to showcase my brand. I tried a few things out, but as soon as my account on stream mate was approved, I was sold. I patiently waited for my first cheque to come in the mail, and when the money finally hit my bank account, I drove straight to my job and handwrote my resignation in cursive with hearts dotting the eyes. I was thrilled to be free. No more selling makeup for me. I did this photoshoot just for my stream mate profile, just a week before I quit my job. One of the best decisions I have ever made for myself.

2023-12-24 04:30:04 +0000 UTC View Post

💫 October 2018 💫 Total dream girl. Too bad I didn't know it..

💫 October 2018 💫 Total dream girl. Too bad I didn't know it yet. For any tumblr users reading, you're probably getting nervous looking at the dates. For those who don't know, Tumblr banned porn in December of 2018. These were my final days posting on that app and I didn't even know it yet.. I'm glad it ended, it was a necessary transition that needed to get me to where I am now. At this point in my life I had moved provinces and lost contact with most of my family. I had no clue the journey of learning I had ahead of me, but I knew it wasn't going to be easy. I'm still glad I had sex work through these times. It was never even about the money, it reminded me of who I am and why I need to keep going.

2023-12-23 03:00:17 +0000 UTC View Post

💫 April 2018 💫 Now this photo was during the height of my T..

💫 April 2018 💫 Now this photo was during the height of my Tumblr era. I had just made things official with my guy at the time and I felt on top of the world. It was my first serious relationship, excited was an understatement. Nobody had ever wanted to call me their girlfriend before, so it was a new territory for me, but I loved him very much. At this point in our relationship, every post I made on my blog was either a picture with him or a post where I wrote about him. If you also don't know, I used to market myself as a submissive. We aren't together anymore, so I am not going to share any pictures of him, but know he was there. He even took this photo. We had our differences and eventually drifted apart, and I don't think he will ever understand how important he once was to me.

2023-12-22 02:46:02 +0000 UTC View Post

💫 September 2017 💫 I mentioned last night that I was feelin..

💫 September 2017 💫 I mentioned last night that I was feeling like taking a break for the holidays this year. Instead of just leaving my feed dry for a couple weeks, I might as well post some throwbacks to reminisce on my time in this industry. For anyone who has followed me for a while, you probably know my roots are in Tumblr. I ran a sexy blog for my own entertainment, and I had naturally gathered a decent following when I started posting my own content. I had never felt more like myself on this blog, and that's when I knew I was fit to enter the industry. So even though I wasn't very good at it in the beginning, I started selling my own content through private DMs and paypaI. That was around the time this photo was taken, my humble beginning.

2023-12-21 02:21:28 +0000 UTC View Post