i am so pooped ohmigosh 😵 my schedule has been absolutely PACKED lately. been spending a ton of time with my friends. it's like we have a rotating mental breakdown lol, every week a different friend is going thru it so then we all show up to be there for each other and just hang out for 3 days in a row. my turn for the mental breakdown was 3 weeks ago lolol. i've been going to a lot of shows too! the band i saw yesterday played first on the lineup, but the line to get into the venue was absolutely RIDICULOUS. i ended up only catching 2 songs from the band i wanted to see most. 😭 between the friends, shows, work, working out (i'm trynna get a bubble butt), and all the other errands i need to finish, i've barely had a moment to be the despondent couch potato i usually am. normally this would drain my social battery to absolute zero, but i actually don't feel burnt out! i am physically very tired tho cus i'm majorly lacking sleep rn, but mentally i don't feel like i need to retreat into my hermit crab shell. this sounds like a good thing? anyway, i should definitely try to get some actual rest cus i think i might do a little road trip soon. will still be answering questions for my following post captions :3
Q: what made you start an onlyfans? A: in 2020, i unexpectedly gained a following on tiktok. i was having fun making silly dancing videos & doing tiktok lives. there were a lot of requests to start an onlyfans which i declined at first. then a year later, i got burnt out from working 60 hours a week at my restaurant jobs while being treated as a sub-human slave, so i quit both of those jobs, got my own place, and started making spicy content 🔥
would u pweeeeez let this cute sexy cyber bunny maid hack into ur bank account? >w< also, ASK ME A QUESTION! whether it's something sexy or silly or about my personal interests or whatever. ask me something & i will answer them in the captions of my upcoming posts. you can leave a comment or DM me ur question 💌
i've done this dance a bajillion trillion times, but since everybody loves it, here's another sexy version 😮💨 btw you can see more of my nsfw dances by clicking on the "nakey dances/tiktoks" tab on my page. ❗️❗️I WILL BE LIVESTREAMING TONIGHT (THURS 4/4) AT PROBABLY 9 PM PST❗️❗️ i'll send reminder messages to confirm the time later. this will be my last livestream on here for a while because i feel like i need a break from using toys. (i am lonely & crave human touch & the toys make me sad bc i can't get a real person to want me back) i'm chill with continuing sexy content, i just don't want to keep fucking myself after this last livestream.
thot i looked cute without makeup today idk 🙈 also today is my 3 year onlyversary!!! 🥳 time really flies damn. i been super tired cus i've been busy all weekend & have a bit of babysitting duty all this week. i'm still trying to keep up with DM's & i think i wanna dig up memories of my older bunnygirl cosplays since bunny day was yesterday. i also have 2 unworn bunnygirl outfits 👀 hmmmm should i wear the white one or the pink one? i think i'll do the white one cus i just did a pink bunny outfit last month lol. AND I WILL DO A LIVESTREAM THIS WEEK! probably either wednesday or thursday night we'll see just keep an eye on my posts/DM's
hai i've been spending a lot of time with my friends lately to get over a stupid boy. also like 2 different guys i hollered at this weekend just did NOT want to talk to me, so i've come to the conclusion that i am too stunningly beautiful and it scares men so that's why i'm chronically single (besides the being psycho batshit crazy scary). anyway, i met a really hot girl tho i think i should just start a collection of crazy hot asian girlfriends since no guys want to treat them right.
this bra made my boobies look so big lol there's actually a good amount of people subbing to my page rn! more than i was expecting, so don't think i'm ignoring u if i don't respond right away. also, sometimes i open things & then fall asleep, but i try to always come back to finish responding. feel free to message me again anytime tho 💌
do i look cute when i cry? the other night, i was having a psychotic breakdown & laying in the street bc i wanted to become a speed bump. i also acted like a crazy fucking cunt to this guy cus he hurt my feelings. i couldn't handle him rejecting me after i had already formed an emotional attachment from the way he treated me so sweetly before. for some reason, i can't just act fucking normal & move the fuck on, so i acted fucking crazy to make him hate me. i needed to become a villain, so that i would deserve the pain i was feeling. i needed to absolutely obliterate that bridge so i wouldn't be able to keep holding on. deep down, it's because i have an absolutely abysmal self-esteem & hate myself, so when things don't turn out the way i hope, i need to make others hate me too bc that's what i deserve. after i did what i did, i felt amazing. all throughout the next day, i felt like i was bulletproof, fireproof, like i could walk on water. i felt like god. my friend who is bipolar said that that's not normal & i was probably having a manic episode. now that high has worn off & i feel like an absolute piece of shit. i am a bad person & i deserve to feel bad & i do feel really bad about the way i acted. my friend is insistent that this is all how bipolar disorder works. i don't want to believe him, but that's because i just want to call myself mental & not think about it any deeper. do you think i'm bipolar? also, if you've been here for a while, you might have noticed that i have barely filmed any new PPVs lately. the reason for that is because i deeply crave human touch & the toys just aren't doing it for me. before you start with the "i volunteer to be your content partner," i've heard it MANY times already. 😅 it's not as easy as just picking one of you guys off the list ok. i am uninterested in hook-ups & only have sex with people i genuinely have feelings for. it's rare for me to emotionally connect with someone like that, so when i do find someone i really like, i value our intimacy & prefer to keep it private rather than turning it into a product for sale. my dry pussy issue is making it hard for me to even keep up with the monthly livestream. so i think i'll have to discontinue that portion of my content for a while. i want to do one last stream for my upcoming onlyversary tho! and i'm fine with still doing sexy content to post on the feed, i just can't bring myself to do the playing with myself stuff. i've got about 50+ PPV's already available tho if you've got a craving for me 😘 just DM me about it & all the previews are also viewable under the "PPV previews tab" on my page.
haiiiiiii 👋 I've had a night where i went as fucking insane as i could without getting arrested. it was something i really needed. im over this plotline now. the bridge has been burnt, it has fucking disintegrateed. there's only up from here ⬆️😎 I'll check DM's when i can. i jsut wanted to say that im a psycho fucking bitch and i went PSYCHO on that fcuking BITCH 😎😎😎
idk if i posted these pics before. this is from the same day i did my hinata cosplay like 5 months ago. i look so skinny here!!! around november is when i started putting on some extra pounds due to holiday feasting n whatnot. it looks sooooo good on my ass & thighs rn, but i prefer the slimness of my upper body 10 lbs ago. 😅 so far it's been almost 3 weeks since i stopped vaping, i've been hittin the gym & the skateparks, my meals are more wholesome, and the most surprising of all... I HAVE BEEN DRINKING WATER!! so hopefully all the mass in my ass is becoming muscle. 😎 i am going to become so stronk that i will DESTROY THE WORLD WITH MY WEAPON OF ASS DESTRUCTION
haiiiiii my head freaking hurts. my body too. idk if it's allergies & the pressure from the stuffiness making my head hurt & the soreness from working out making my body hurt or if im actually sick. i think it's all of the above 🤧 the weather was sooooo sunny & warm this weekend! i got outside & skated & hung out with my friends & ate yummy food & now i feel like hot garbage.
today i saw an old fling when i went to visit a cat bookstore. i looked rly good today like effortless sexy, just wearing sweats & a cropped tank top. he was walking right next to where i was going to park except i couldn't get out of my car fast enough for him to see me cus cars were driving by me. i just wanted to casually flaunt yakno what i mean let him see what he missed out on. 😫 anyway, i went into the bookstore & they only had 1 cat and it was rly rly rly fat LOL.
i have currently been 9 days nicotine-free, yesterday i spent 2 hours in the gym working on this booty, and today i couldn't stop thinking about protein 😵💫 SOMETHING IS HAPPENING TO ME
my first time making kimchi! i think it needs a little more salt or maybe the flavors just need some time to ferment & develop first ig we'll find out 🤷🏻♀️
