What’s the best way to face your fear? Head on. 💪
Been feeling insecure about my body, my skin rash that’s still kind of unknown to me, my body fat in certain areas, so what do I do? Put a bikini on, and learn to be comfortable in my own skin! Seems to me like when we’re pushed out of our comfort zones we either adapt and fight or give up. I don’t wanna give up on myself, wheelieing like this was a challenge for me, and I’m glad I got myself to do it 💪💕
Being on my meds sent me on a crazy “depression” filled with insomnia 😂
However, I used those sleepless nights of going down memory lane to help me understand my past. After a childhood of abuse, sexual assault and abandonment, I couldn’t understand why I felt at fault, why I still wanted the family members who hurt me to recognize my existence, and most of all how they could abuse me, and then leave me... as if I did something wrong.
It’s common for those who go through trauma to feel these things I know that, but I just couldn’t understand what I did wrong. It took me going through it all on reply to finally understand.
None of that was my fault. I am strong 💪 I’ll never receive an apology and that’s ok, because I’ll choose to forgive them. They will never recognize me, I remind them of their demons, I remind them of all the sin and hurt they caused. I could bask in my pain and live an angry life, or I could take my story and help others get through it as well, I’ll never fully heal and that’s ok! It’s ok to be a little damaged. But we need to learn to love ourselves and put all the pieces back together ♥️
What do you wanna see me post? 🤤 I know I have a ton of full length videos on my feed but I wanna hear what you loved best n wanna see me do more of or maybe even something new to try. If ya know me you know by now I’m down n ready to film for ya ;)
Preview to this super hot G/G revenge video! I’ll be sending out the full length 20 min video shot in 1080p to everyone’s Inbox shortly ;) stay tuned ⭐️ co star : @cristyxxx1
Here I am again baby, with a full length video to end your night with a big bust 🤤 enjoy, n don’t forget to share your cock photos and videos with me in my Inbox I’m waiting for ya 🤤🤤🤤
