Happy Saturday :) Imma just be honest & say my confidence has been low. I started this account as a way to build my self esteem so , why is it having the opposite effect? & Iβve thought about it & really itβs just my mindset. Iβve been comparing myself to others for so long that I see their beauty & believe that mine doesnβt exist. So toxic π Iβm over that. I just wanna appreciate others as works of art, different expressions of the Earthβs imagination. Ram Dass said that when we see trees, we just appreciate them & all their peculiarities, no judgements & no comparison . So why donβt we start to view people that way? As trees, or unique phenomena of the universe?
Did you know: men have much higher levels of testosterone in the morning than at night π€― Iβve always wondered why @elithefearless is so talkative first fuckin thing in the morning π or why heβs always in the mood then. Itβs because his body is chemically ready af π when I first heard this I rolled my eyes, oops π because Iβm such a grump in the morning & this pussy likes to play at night . But we make time for each other. Compromise. Give & receive. So Iβll suck his dick in the morning & maybe heβll eat me out before bed ππ¦π weβll work it out β¨
Happy Monday ;) Today Iβm prepping for the future by planting seeds π cleaning the house, also have to make a yummy healthy meal using herbs from our garden. Gonna go for a walk or do some yoga late, Movement is medicine β¨ Make tea using homegrown plants. Masturbate. Smoke weed. Love & spend time with my partner. What are you doing today? make a little time to care for yourself & those around you :) Which pic is your favorite ? β¨
Missing taking photos with these beautiful summer plants β€οΈThis plant grew the flower stalks in the shape of a heart lol (last pic) ~ β I OnLy sMoKe iNdOoR β says the dudes who think theyβre connoisseurs bc they know like two things about cannabis π sure indoor can be nice when the grower knows their shit but the best, tastiest medicine is grown with love in the earth under the sun π the way itβs meant to be ππβ¨πβ€οΈ ~ this is Tangie Barrel x Black Lotus Kush that I just had to smell everyday during flowering bc she was just that fume-y... straight to da nose & the taste buds you knooowv those scents that instantly make you salivate π€€thatβs this one lol pleasantly pungent, strong citrus, pine, gassy scent. This one is in our Top 5 favorite strains fasho π if yβall need seeds (or custom requests) message me ;)
This is smoke spot is turning into our photography spot & Iβm perfectly fine with that π the owner of the house towed this cargo container here to use as a shed. He welded a spiral staircase to the side & some short walls on the top. A perfect place to chill β¨ππ at night the view of the stars is incredible. Weβre looking into getting a quality camera for Christmas. It would be dope to capture the night sky on it (& some better quality nudes would be nice! ;) comment if you got any camera recommendations πΉ
Went to the coast & played around in the redwood forest π sooo gorgeous & green. My lungs were lovvving the clean air. this was in a Rhododendron preserve. In springtime this place will be loaded with flowers! Canβt wait to come back π Short funny story: we were sitting in the truck, babe was rolling a joint before we got back on the road. An old couple pulled up right next to us. The man got out, Eli said βhi/how ya doinβ twice & was ignored π We were there for about 5 minutes before we took off. And when we backed out of the parking spot to drive away, the lady finally got out π I can only assume they were scared of us stoners πππ or were they being rude to show their disapproval ? π€·πΌββοΈ Has this ever happened to you? Why are people so scared of weed ππ
Comment your favorite thing to do when itβs cold outside! I love to go hiking! Love feeling my skin in sweaters πΈ & I love flashing the people on the highway while I make videos for you all! ππβ¨πβοΈ
We all have imperfections. Or so we say. One thing Iβve realized through having social media is that weβre all so unique. One personβs βickβ π€’π is anotherβs lick ππ haha meaning what I think is imperfect or ugly, other people enjoy. & thatβs fucking cool! Letβs spend more time celebrating our bodies and less time worrying about our little imperfections. Letβs focus on what makes us feel beautiful β¨
π§π§ππβ€οΈβ¨ππ§ ππ cheesiness & flashing for our fans πππ People said we were too immature/ it was just puppy love when we got together @elithefearless Here we are 9 & 1/2 years later still laughing together. Itβs because we found love in each other & never forgot it. No matter what, our love is our priority. Some get so caught up in their checklists that they canβt see the value in the person in front of them. Or they let little things come between them. Or people forget to see love as a blessing & it becomes routine. As something expected, not shared. I think what keeps us together is that weβve never forgotten who we fell in love with. During our worst times, our lowest lows, we remember the highest highs. We donβt lose awareness when we get upset with each other. We hurt each other sometimes, it happens in relationships, but we lovingggly hold each other accountable. We talk about it. Listen & hear each other. We forgive & let go. Weβre still the kids we fell in love with. Heβs my closest friend. We never lose sight of each other, so we can evolve, grow & change, together. When we did psychedelics it only strengthened our bond & validated our love (& all love) as something important, sacred. Remember, loving awareness. Be a witness to all the beauty & love this life has blessed us with β€οΈβ¨ππ§ ππ
No filters, just playing with different exposure settings π We were all alone here, couldnβt resist getting naked π€·πΌββοΈ For pictures, yes. But also for sensuality. My bare skin, cold & hot at the same time, cleansed by fresh water. Feeling the hard rocks against my skin, the water flowing strongly around my legs. The goosebumps. Feeling his eyes on me. The pull. The connection. To him & everything else. Oneness.
For Halloween, I was a nymph ;) like always π βA nymphΒ inΒ ancient Greek folkloreΒ is a minor femaleΒ nature deity. Different from GreekΒ goddesses, nymphs are generally regarded as personifications of nature, are typically tied to a specific place or landform, and are usually depicted as beautiful maidens. They were not necessarily immortal, but lived much longer than humans before they died.β
It was so nice to take a break from the homestead! We went to the lake. Elijah fished & I went on a hike... a sexy solo hike π It was just so beautiful, & yβall knowww pretty places make me horny ππ¦π«πΈ so Iβll be posting the video soon ;) stay tuned! it was nice to have some time to myself in a new place. I was so excited to get back to my husband after & tell him about how awesome the hike was, show him these pics, & the video! He loved it haha. a little alone time in nature does wonders for the soul (& our relationship lol) πβ€οΈβ¨
I β€οΈ Smoking in my garden π this was from a couple months ago when it was 20 degrees hotter & the garden was super full! Weβve harvested over half of our plants so itβs looking real different now!
β¨ππ βIf itβs not formless, itβs not real,β he said. I thought, βwhat the fuck does that meanβ π Then I looked down at this pic & understood. Our love is formless, beyond space & language. We have adapted, learned, grown with each other these 9 years. Our love & our relationship is what Iβm most proud of in my life. Itβs always the priority. When we were younger we set restrictions for each other, but have learned that possession & control is not pure, open, true love. Ownership is not formless. Traditional marriage is ownership. But with loving awareness, marriage is formless & the ultimate promise of love. πβ¨ Whatβs made our bond strong is our ability to trust each other & flow with each other through change. Everything & everyone is always changing, we are constantly evolving. To hold tightly on to an idea or label just causes harm, energy blocks, like a dam blocks water & prevents flow. And itβs simply not how itβs meant to be. π With communication, trust, & love, we allow make space for each other to grow & allow change. Weβre not meant to stay the same. Embrace formlessness. β¨ππ We had to be pretty formless & embracing of change to let each other have these accounts. It can be challenging but when love is first thereβs nothing, no ill feelings we canβt overcome. Sorry if thatβs cliche/ sappy but itβs real haha β¨ some have called my man weak for being open, but love is true strength. Heβs the strongest, most amazing & true person Iβve ever met. @elithefearless