Also I’m doing well with my recovery so far🙂👍🏻 Still dealing with some pain and discomfort at times but it’s manageable without needing pain meds, and since the first days the swelling has gone down quite a bit. And everyday my mobility gets a little bit better with what I can do😊
Welp. As I was passed out still in the recovery room, my surgeon told Josh that my surgery was 100% successful! Time will tell for sure. My ultrasound results from Thursday showed I have an ovarian cyst that is in recession but the bursting of it is likely causing me the pain that brought me to the hospital the other day and could also be why I have traces of infection in my bladder area. The doctor said it is likely I have been getting ovarian cysts on and off for the past few months which would explain a lot about why no treatment was working but why I’d be randomly in extreme abdominal pain and discomfort repeatedly. I’m on strong antibiotics and it didn’t affect my surgery🙂 I’m in a fuckton of pain right now because of the surgery. Got some pain meds though so hoping those kick in soon. Really feeling those grandma vibes currently with my baggy potato sack gown and mesh underwear with pads🙃😆 Josh is taking very good care of me while I’m at home in recovery💜
I am currently at the emergency hospital. Josh is waiting for me on standby. I saw my doctor for an abdominal + pap exam today because I've been dealing with excruciating abdominal pain lately that feels similar to a bladder infection but worse and I was treated for UTI and BV weeks ago just in case. The antibiotics temporarily subsided the pain but then the pain came back even worse. This has happened to me a few times within the past few months (I’m sure some of you long-timers may have noticed the decline in sexual content lately and it’s been because I physically haven’t been able to be as sexual as my heart would like to be because of the pain and discomfort I’ve been dealing with) Before it was phone appointments only with my doctor so it was sort a guessing game as to what was wrong. Now that covid restrictions have loosened I’ve finally been able to see him in person and I was recently tested for both UTI, BV and STI's just in case and all came up negative. Today I saw him for a physical exam and he suspects that I have acute pelvic inflammation infection in my ovaries and cervical area and in my tubes. It may affect and delay my surgery now also😞 So now I’m waiting to get an emergency ultrasound and depending on what is wrong I may need to get injected antibiotics treatment. I’m extremely phobic of syringes and bodily fluids so this entire experience is traumatic for me. Because of everything that is going on with me medically I may not be on here or posting as often as usual, or being able to take requests right now. I may pop on and chat still or share about life stuff and perhaps post some pics I have and haven’t shared yet or it’s possible I may take a full break while I deal with my medical stuff. I apologize if this is TMI but I am a very transparent person, and I care about all of you and truly appreciate your support and our connections💜 So when something is affecting my ability to be as present as I would like to be on here with you all then I feel a need to communicate that. I hope that whatever is wrong with me is something treatable/curable and that I’ll be back to my usual self again and be able to connect, create and share more with you all sooner than later. If you like I can keep you posted on what’s going on with me when I find out more information. Until then I wish you all well💜
Got some fun new nipple clasps/tassels. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!😍 They feel and look amazing❤️ And as someone who wishes I could trust piercing my nipples to heal properly (have had rough luck with piercings healing well or fast because of my sensitivities to most metals) these clamps are the next best thing for me. I may even try making some piercing-less nipple jewelry using some wire I have that I could coil and bend all pretty n’ stuff. Ideas man.. always ideas😛🙃
PS: the video is of me jiggly them around showing how well they stay on. I can’t quite do spins with them yet😆 but maybe someday😎
Apologies for being offline for a bit. Been dealing with some medical stuff lately😓 Good news is though that I’ll be getting my surgery very soon!😍 unless somebody needs an emergency C section the day-of, on June 11th I’ll be getting my tubes tied and my uterus lining cauterized👍🏻
Bird feeder visits from a little bird couple🐦💕 I was crawling slowly across the kitchen floor to video them since they spook easily. Right as I made it to the clearer window they bounced😆😛🙃 So cute though!🥰