Black Robe Set and BTS pulled parts
Photog: @forbidden_rosee
Edits: @forbidden_rosee
I love both the black and white robe sets but I think im leaning slightly more towards the black dark and moody look 😍
2021-11-27 16:47:54 +0000 UTC
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White Robe Set and BTS pulled parts
Photog: @forbidden_rosee
Edits: @forbidden_rosee
Lexi did me UP with these photos!!! 😍
2021-11-24 17:34:30 +0000 UTC
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I’m normally not big on clothing but I’m into this outfit 😏🙌
2021-11-23 16:02:57 +0000 UTC
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While cleaning up the mansion pile on the floor I forgot I had this in my box of more lingerie shoot costume type things
2021-11-22 15:04:20 +0000 UTC
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I keep telling myself I’m gonna catch up on all my shit and I just never do 😅 that pile on the floor… that’s all stuff from the mansion I still need to put away 😅🙈😂 I will get to everything eventually!
2021-11-21 16:09:13 +0000 UTC
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Full Finished Honey Banana Set and BTS
In Frame: @forbidden_rosee
First BTS video are the parts I pulled
Rest of the videos are the full BTS
Editing this set 🥵 I painted over every honey streak/drop bc I wanted to increase the saturation and texture to help make it pop without doing that to the skin around it. Took so fucking long but im happy i put in the extra effort bc these turned out better than i could have imagined!
2021-11-20 17:36:56 +0000 UTC
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Pre-Shower/Shower ☺️
Still sore as balls but now at least mostly functional 😂
2021-11-17 16:42:44 +0000 UTC
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The upper body portion of my morning drills ☺️ I couldn’t finish bc I was asked to go handle some shit but all I skipped were the open books and that one where on your back knees tucked in dropping them side to side to open through the spine and chest
2021-11-13 16:07:53 +0000 UTC
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GIFs from this session :)
2021-11-11 16:35:11 +0000 UTC
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I rarely use that little orange lamp thingy but I like it! Adds a nice little ambiance ☺️
2021-11-10 16:16:19 +0000 UTC
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“Make them bounce”
2021-11-08 16:04:09 +0000 UTC
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After pushing off going to the car dealership for a couple weeks and several panick attacks I finally went yesterday by myself and bought a car! I’m so proud of myself ☺️ (I did pick someone up for the whole negotiation part and paperwork to make sure everything was 👌 second pair of eyes is never a bad thing)
I left the car there bc I couldn’t get ahold of insurance and wanted that to be all figured out before driving off the lot. I think most people would be kinda annoyed they don’t get to leave with their big purchase and I was so thrilled to get the fuck outa there and that I went by myself to talk to the sales person and sit in the car with them holding up small talk 😂😂😂😂 definitely a win type of day ☺️
2021-11-07 15:43:55 +0000 UTC
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Abandoned House Blue Bedroom Set/BTS and one random photo from the doorway when I was applying pressure to my ble eding foot by stepping on my other foot and @forbidden_rosee liked what she saw 😂
BTS - first clip just parts I pulled, 2nd clip full bts
w/ @forbidden_rosee
edits done by me
2021-11-05 17:05:22 +0000 UTC
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Randomly decided to try this bc all I have been doing recently are my go to rehab/maintain drills and done. The last time I tried this pose was over a year ago but I was feeling good! The first time I tried I didn’t record it and of course that was my best attempt by far!!! In these 2 attempts I struggled to get the bottom knee in closer to my body. I can get more into this when I rely more on low back flexibility and less shoulder. Honestly I was pretty shocked I was even still capable so I will take it! 😂🙌
2021-11-04 16:29:26 +0000 UTC
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Abandoned House Bathroom and Yard areas Finished Sets and BTS
W/ @forbidden_rosee
Edits done by me
1st video are the parts I pulled out
2nd video is the whole thing
I LOVE how the bathroom photos turned out! took me way longer than it should have to get the coloring but definitely worth the time!!
Im trying to find my vintage/film softer look type of edit. I almost have it with the yard photos but idk... I cant decide if we look like stickers placed on a background or if we should pop out a bit more or what. im not loving them but im not hating them. I just need more practicing messing with that type of vibe in post
2021-10-31 16:30:17 +0000 UTC
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Candle Fireplace Finished Set and BTS
Definitely has the oct-dec mood
Photog: @forbidden_rosee
Edit/In Frame: @fine_lines__
2021-10-30 16:39:56 +0000 UTC
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VIDEO FINISHED!!!
Holy Shit did this take me longer than it should have 😅
With this I was trying to capture anxiety. When I get panic attacks I get pulled so far into my head it feels like a black hole. I get extreme tunnel vision and sparkles. Details become all I see. It’s strange to explain how I can’t take in the big picture but it’s like my brain only registers one thing at a time in hyper focus explosion mode until eventually I close my eyes. When my eyes are shut I typically use the palms of my hands or knees to put pressure on my eye sockets. Why?… no idea, but the pressure is calming. It’s like I need to shut out the visual stimulation. Once that’s gone my focus changes to ear ringing and almost under water sound. I know I need to focus on my heart beat and breath to gain control again. Pressure on my eyes, the thump of my heart or someone else’s and slowing my breathing down are all on full blast. I layered those sounds within the video. I also used a lot of inward movements to try and convey the inward mind fuck pull. Yes, I am not wearing clothing which is why it may read as “sexy”. I think if I were to try and convey “sexy” I would focus on curves and arches. This may still have a sensual feel but when stressed I do use that as a release so it makes sense that it did come out in this video 🤷♀️
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I haven't figured out how to get a little thumbnail preview image so for now all my professional ish videos are black 😅
This took me so long because I don't understand the software yet. I would do something and it would take 3 hours to then go and put the clip back merging it to find out after doing xyz you cant add a certain transition and having to redo everything 🙃 Worth the effort but the more i understand the software the faster I should get and the more I can predict future issues.
New techniques I learned for this video: color grading, masking, nesting, speed ramping, some dj skills 😂 (the main soundtrack had parts I didn't like so i figured out how to cut certain things out and blend it back together).
I still see some errors or things I could have improved on but for now im happy with the result and each video I do my skills will improve ☺️
2021-10-28 16:21:39 +0000 UTC
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The leg portion of my morning rehab/prehab just basic things to keep me feeling okay in my own body ☺️
2021-10-25 14:52:31 +0000 UTC
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Finished Set from the Abandoned House Kitchen Area and BTS from that spot
BTS: 1st video are the parts I picked out, 2nd video is the full bts
W/ @forbidden_rosee
Edits done by me
I struggled going back and forth with my normal editing style or a vintage, film, de-saturated type look... I ended up doing both and then putting the vintage one on top of my normal edit at only 20% to give it a slight touch of it without losing my pop of color and highlights. I think these turned out so dope!!! so pumped about them!!!
2021-10-23 16:52:31 +0000 UTC
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Onlyfans FINALLY made a way to organize all the posts into “folders” 🤌
Yesterday I spent a good amount of time labeling all my posts so they would be all organized ☺️
2021-10-19 15:34:43 +0000 UTC
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What was I planning on doing yesterday… a crap ton of things. What did I do…. None of it 😅
Instead I took a display frame I had, took it apart, cut some plexi glass to replace the back, painted the wood in epoxy, put the whole thing back together, hot glued in some leca and sphagnum moss to make a very pretty hanging display terrarium to move the moss I have into 😂 sooooo very productive day doing nothing I should have been doing 😅
2021-10-17 15:42:35 +0000 UTC
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Rush hour driving to go pick up Mike 😂
2021-10-16 14:18:32 +0000 UTC
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Life has been an absolute shit show recently and I came to the realization that when I’m overwhelmed and don’t know what to do I start doing a crap ton of plant things bc I feel super productive even tho I’m doing nothing to fix all the issues around 😅
My brother totaled my car (don’t worry he’s fine) about 2 yrs ago. I work from home and there are 2 cars sitting in the garage if I NEED to go somewhere so I have put off getting a car. Mikes car pooped out on him and he needs it to get to and from school or rotation (it’s local currently) everyday. Currently I’m just driving him everyday borrowing my parents car until we figure out wtf. Financially I have been covering Mike because there’s just no way he can be a full time student and have a job. He’s barely functioning as it is. Sooooo I have been looking into cars and wtf we are going to do or if we can fix his and if it’s worth dumping more money into. Dentist school and Mike are expensive 😳 and I have been a tiny bit overwhelmed so bare with me over the next little bit and responding to messages and such 😅
2021-10-11 16:23:25 +0000 UTC
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All the BTS from the abandoned house shoot ☺️
Videos 16-22 for the full BTS everything before that are the clips I pulled or the short clips throughout the day
W/ @forbidden_rosee
2021-10-07 14:06:07 +0000 UTC
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BTS from my recent Sedona shoot with @forbidden_rosee
Clips 15-19 are the full bts at those spots. Everything before that are things that pulled from the longer clips or little things that happened throughout the day ☺️
2021-10-04 14:58:54 +0000 UTC
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The best part of waking up is…
2021-10-02 14:13:22 +0000 UTC
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Good morning ☺️
2021-10-01 14:27:40 +0000 UTC
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Have you missed my shower videos? ☺️
2021-09-29 14:51:18 +0000 UTC
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The weather is changing and it’s starting to get SO NICE out 😍 I decided to do some light post lunch hip things ☺️
2021-09-28 15:51:08 +0000 UTC
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Lots of quad and hip flexor things 😋
2021-09-26 16:15:42 +0000 UTC
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