Today was super mega busy but some great things happened!
1. I got booked for a new acting role! 2. I finally found a talent manager to help with all the business sides of my creative stuff! 3. My doctor increased my adhd meds AGAIN! 4. A girl at my dr’s office told me she loved my hair!!! 6. My nurse at my dr’s office called me famous & beautiful! 7. I finally exchanged Christmas gifts with my best friend who I don’t get to see as often anymore. 8. I started journaling again about my bat shit crazy emotions. My friend inspired me. It’s kinda funny & fun to look back at later. 9. I started ballet again!!!!
I’m try to detox from a man I’m too into for my comfort level right now. Plus, I’m crazy & only choose unavailable people. Or I’m unavailable. Either way, I need to be happy with myself before I can partner down anymore with anymore people. Uh, I’m journaling about it to get it figured out.
I just basically got home for the first time today & it’s almost 10am. I’m going to go pack for clown college & I’ll make a post before I sleep. I have to leave my apt at like… 3:45am to make my flight. Ugh. Another early day. But yay! Clown school!
Good “morning”! I think I may have accidentally just booked something fantastic AND I THINK I’m starting ballet again tonight! About to do a mad search for my leotard, tights & ballet shoes! Yay life!!!
Exciting news! The 4th issue of the indie comic I professionally cosplay for, Theater 7, is coming out soon! You can pre-order your copy now: JessaDoesItAll.com
Or grab it here: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/the-listener/theater-7-4
Here’s a sneak peek of me cosplaying its main character, Penny. Looking good, right? 🥵
I’ll be checking DMs with this attached this evening.
I’ve had an emotional start to the year & I’ve been taking today off to recover from my insane ice drive home last night! It’s like my first day off in years because my acting showcase was canceled again this Wednesday. Due to the dumb ice weather. It’s been rescheduled for February 12th though & I’m excited I still get to do it!
@mischieftheclown & I had a great time in Alabama! Lots of laughs were shared! Speaking of which, Ethereal Comics released an amazing comic with her as the key player, called “House of Laughs”! You can get it on their website which can be found through mine: JessaDoesItAll.com 🤡
Also, you should check out her page! She has a ton of content & loves to tease & please!
About to get up & get ready for the last day at Rocket City Horror Con! No clue what I’ve stormness has hit home while I’ve been asleep in the night… Hopefully, it hasn’t gotten bad yet.
Two people from back home last night were trying to say that it might shut down EVERYTHING for days & whatever plans I may have had for the week could be ruined but, but, BUT!
I have that acting showcase in Louisville on Wednesday & I leave for clown school on Thursday morning, which I still need to pack for! Can Mother Nature not just fucking chill??? Harrumph!
Am I not hot enough in life now to have someone follow me around the country to all my gigs & make sure I survive?! 😭
There’s this big, stupid ice storm heading straight for Evansville, IN, starting at midnight tonight & lasting until MONDAY?!?? I’m supposed to leave tomorrow around 5pm, which means I’ll be driving right through it in my car that’s running like hell again. By myself. As always.
I’m so tired of having to take care of myself. I just want someone to drive me places & make sure I survive this kind of stuff. I want to be in love & have a caregiver of a partner—not in a weird way, but someone who genuinely takes care of me. Ugh.
Should I leave now to beat the ice & forfeit the show? I desperately need the money & have already spent so much on my room & gas to get here. I just don’t know what to do…
Quick update & then it’s time to drive my ass to Huntsville, Alabama to be a guest at the *Rocket City Horror Con*!
By the way, if you haven’t already you need to check out my friend above’s (@yourlustchance/Niv Aranea’s) page on here! It’s FREE & she does customs!!!
Today’s agenda? Unpack, repack, grab my fresh glossy prints for my incredible fans, pick up my meds, & hit the road for Rocket City Horror Con in Huntsville. Oh, & figure out a last-minute hotel. Nothing like a little chaos to keep things interesting, right?
But here’s the silver lining—I get to spend the weekend with some amazing people who make all this madness worth it.
These photos hold a special place in my heart. They’re with the one & only @mischieftheclown & this weekend we’ll be back at the convention where we first met & became friends. The Rocket City Horror Con in Huntsville, Alabama! It’s also where we connected with Ethereal Comics & started professionally cosplaying their indie comic book characters. Funny how life can surprise you like that.
2025 might just be the year I learn how to slow down... but for now, I’m still running on adrenaline. Will I see you there?
Please excuse my dirty foot but I’m happy as hell to be sleeping alone in my own bed again. I did need that friend time though. And honestly I needed to get sick from consumption too to make this choice to not drink this year. I feel really strongly about this decision.
Though my best friend John is kinda bummed that he has tons of bottles of my favorite wines that he’s afraid will go bad in a year. Ugh. They’re white & rose’ wines. So unlike reds, they tend to wither.
More friend time starts tomorrow night when I get down to Huntsville, Alabama for Rocket City Horror Con! Who’s coming out to support?!
The Atlanta airport has Onlyfans blocked from being opened using their wifi so—Godspeed to these super hot images with @parkerthedemon to actually be able to load. 😅
Have you made any New Year’s resolutions, by the way? I’d love to hear them below! I’ve decided to take a year off of drinking. That’s probably my biggest one. I don’t think anyone really believes I’ll do it but I’m hella goal oriented & anytime I’ve taken time away from drinking before has really done me well. Plus, it’s only a year commitment.
I’m on my way home from my first vacation of the year! A much needed disconnect. I’ll be catching up on all TIPPED messages while I’m at the airport. Those are the only messages I reply to at this time!
I may also attempt to go through all unopened messages soon too. I’ll “like”/double tap them to let you know that I read them but as always, no tip means no time to reply!
When that happens I’ll let you know! I’d love to start the year if with a clear state in all areas of my life!
I have a whole video of this shoot I need to upload on here!!! Here’s to more BTS shoot videos & videos in general in 2025!!!
Also I know I’m a wee bit behind on answering tipped messages on here rn. I’m on vacation currently & pretty occupied but I’m heading home on the 2nd & will get caught up then!!!
It’s NYE! And of course I made myself incredibly ill last night already mixing cheap wine, tequila & cheese so who knows if I’ll even feel like partying in St Pete tonight but I’m gonna still try! What are you doing to celebrate? 🎉
REMINDER: Screenshotting content or sharing it in ANYWAY from my private account is stealing & I will prosecute. It’s pretty easy to find out who does it! I have a legal team that takes care of all of that for me.
I love you guys & appreciate your support! Always! But I will take you to court. Don’t test the queen!
