Here’s some videos for you all: Me dancing to La Vaca because my mom is Mexican Chinese and this song somehow always shows up at parties. The last video is how my cousin caught me taking selfies. *embarrassed*. 🌟 Want more dance videos? 😙 💕 What else would you like to see from me? 🔥 I want to start making audio content like AudioGoneWild so hopefully look forward to that.
2021-10-15 00:50:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Making more BG content tomorrow! Feel free to let me know more of what you like and I will do my best to easily integrate it, free of charge. 🌹 If you buy me a toy, I will make a special video for you where I say your name as I cum using it. 🥰 Same for Lingerie: any lingerie you buy me, I will take a special video and photos with me in it. 🔥 Tips are appreciated and helps motivate me to do more! Will be getting a new laptop soon finally so I want to start streaming once I get it. 💕 Male sexuality is interesting to me mainly because of how much effort men seem to put into it, how much of their life is spent trying to get laid. However, this is why men create, invent, and put so much work into gaining prestige and wealth. This is because men are more expendable to society, we can send them to war and not suffer many losses. However, women are biologically fundamental, bringing life into the world, and all the work that sustains humanity as we know it. Men basically have to demonstrate their worth to society and women. 🌟 If you want to read a book about this: Is There Anything Good About Men?: How Cultures Flourish by Exploiting Men by Roy Baumeister Men and women had to develop different evolutionary strategies to reproduce — men had to take risks and make sacrifices in order to not be reproductive dead-ends while women were better off playing it safe, since they are of course, more of a limited precious resource to any society. Feminism as it currently stands is really unscientifically biased toward disparaging men in an effort to boost women up. It fails to recognize that our differences doesn’t mean one is inherently less valuable than the other but that they serve distinct purposes reminiscent of their evolutionary origins. 💕 Let me know what you think!
2021-10-15 00:33:06 +0000 UTC View PostI can make a masturbation video for you personally where I say what I want to do to your cock as I cum, as well, as say your name. Feel free to tip $50 and send a dick picture for it. 💕 🌹 Can probably sell used panties as well. Inquire within. 🌟 Normal cock ratings are $20, tip and send picture 💕
2021-10-14 01:36:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Can I be your little bunny girl 💕 🌟 What would you like to see me wear more often? (Feel free to detail specifics in the comment section below). 🔥 Tips are appreciated but by no means mandatory. I try to put in a good amount of what I receive into my OF content ❤️ 🌹 Sexting: my rule now is, tip the amount of effort you want me to put into it, so if you want me to sexy like my life depended on it, sending big tip would be a sure way to accomplish that. This is the best way to charge for sexting that takes into account my own time. 🌸 I know this is silly but I see more people participating in polls and not liking posts, appreciate it if you like my posts too, so I know I’m doing something right; it act as a big boost in motivation 😇 😇 Feel free to write me an endorsement on one of the Onlyfans Review page!
2021-10-13 21:47:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Looks I've experimented with 💕 Looking into getting a toy from these:! https://www.lovense.com/ If you help me, I can make a personalized video for you of me using it and saying you name as I cum, May let you control it 😘
2021-10-13 19:36:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Some of my games and designs on my walls. What games do you enjoy? I also felt like I should share more pictures of my own personal style. Hope that’s alright! I’m sure some of you have certain types of outfits that turn you on, let me know what you enjoy and I can try them on for you. 🥰
2021-10-12 22:05:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Here’s a video of me describing how I do my cock ratings since some people have asked about it. I try to be super honest about it and my methodology of assessment. I don’t attempt to hype people up nor will I lie to make someone feel better. If you want to ensure that the video is personalized, I can say your name in the beginning of it but rest assured, my own sense of morality prevents me from scamming people in this way. The fact some OF creators do this is despicable in my eyes and I could never conceive of myself doing that. My cock ratings are $20 but feel free to tip to account for tax. 💕 🌟 Feel free to comment your experience with my ratings if you want to provide a public endorsement.
2021-10-12 21:19:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Hopefully posting video later today or tomorrow! Here’s some thoughts I have on how we should continue to advocate for prisoners rights. I send books to people in prison and they actually read them. I like to believe people shouldn’t be defined by their worst mistake and they are capable of changing and becoming better. Feel free to like all my posts to increase engagement 💕 🌟 In The Murderer Next Door: Why The Mind Is Designed to Kill, David Buss explores the evolutionary origins of the human instinct to murder. From where do these homicidal impulses evolve, and what purpose did they serve our ancestors? In the past, murder was the solution to certain adaptive problems — in the evolutionary arms race, it’s not simply about who survives but who reproduces and allows their genetics to flourish past their lifespan. One psychological adaptation men developed was aggression and jealousy in response to the prospect of infidelity or mate poaching. Violence can act as a deterrent to a potentially unfaithful lover or the sexual advances of a reluctant suitor. Similarly, women too have evolved certain psychological mechanisms to counter male violence such as fear and intuition of a possible threat. An example of this is the fear of strangers. Although this fear may be unfounded as most murders are carried out by an individual known to the victim rather than a complete stranger. Modern society has changed the way we interact with the world and other people, and so we have not quite genetically adapted to these new developments and still maintain much of the same instinctual psychological mechanisms inherited by our ancestors. Every individual is capable of murder, we like to believe that these homicidal feelings are limited only to a “crazy” minority but that is not the case. Most people admitted they would have acted on these murderous impulses if there were no chances of getting caught. In our ancestral environment, there were no court of law abdicating justice and punishments. We have descended from the violent individuals who survived and reproduced at the expense of those unlucky few who became genetic dead-ends. Step fathers have the highest probability of murdering their step children, which makes evolutionary sense if we were to view this in terms of them eliminating another’s offspring in favor of their own. Homicide and homicidal ideation was an evolved psychological adaptation that aided our ancestors’ survival whilst living in a hostile natural environment and socializing among antagonistic neighbors. In reference to human cruelty: calling certain individuals “evil” or “monsters” establishes a moral distance between us and them, “otherizes” them. There’s also a contradiction in this attribution of evil — for a person to be evil, they must be morally culpable, as in they made a decision to do this act and are therefore responsible. However, along with interpreting the criminal in terms of agency, they attribute “evil” to be at the core of their essence, they’re viewed as innately evil, beyond saving. Basically, the individual is both bad because they made a decision by their own free will to do such AND there is evilness inherent in their inner being, and so for this reason, we should not have mercy on them because there’s no use attempting to change someone who is fundamentally wicked. We justify our actions of violence toward punishing these individuals by claiming retribution or self-defense. Moral agency is attributed to this individual YET they ascribe evilness to being part of their nature, as well. As I mentioned before, this is an example of the fundamental attribution bias where our judgments of an individual’s behavior and whether it is characteristic of them is dependent on if we like them or not. People call these individuals evil or a monster in order to avoid their own demons, they prefer the illusion that monsters are other people, not them, never them. They refuse to understand these individuals because it may force them to face these aspects of themselves. Labeling a person as “evil” is basically legitimatizing their dehumanization, thus providing a moral rationality to annihilate it without guilt. People refuse to understand these prisoners’ circumstances because it would provide a rationale for it, which they could then see themselves in and that is what they do anything to avoid, they don’t want to see their own flaws — they just highlight them in others and claim it’s something that affects them, not outstanding citizens like us. They are the monsters, not us humans. I can understand these people because I can understand the same in me. Murder and cruelty are trademarks of humanity, we like to say it’s just monsters that are capable of such things but that is only to give us this false peace of mind. Regular citizens in Nazi Germany committed state sanctioned atrocities, which I’m sure they wouldn’t have called “evil” at the time. Hannah Ardent covered this which she refers to as the “banality of evil”. When Eichmann was placed on trial for the Nazi atrocities, she was shocked by how normal looking he was, there was no demonic horns sticking out, no signs of evilness, just an average guy you would see at a pub or something, “I was struck by the manifest shallowness in the doer [ie Eichmann] which made it impossible to trace the uncontestable evil of his deeds to any deeper level of roots or motives. The deeds were monstrous, but the doer – at least the very effective one now on trial – was quite ordinary, commonplace, and neither demonic nor monstrous”. The question she posed was whether people can commit evil deeds without themselves being evil. Everyone is capable of committing these same evil atrocities, they are in brazen denial to believe otherwise. The fact that they wish for retribution and punishment instead of compassion and rehabilitation demonstrates what type of people they are, they are no better than these “monsters” they condemn. No one is beyond saving or beyond forgiveness. We cannot comprehend what we would have done in their position because we really don’t know. Our judgements are inevitably filtered through the biases of our personal history and so we have no way of truly understanding what we would have done in a hypothetical scenario we project ourselves into. I know there have been many moments in my life where I felt all hope was lost and given the proper resources, I would have been equally capable of atrocious actions. Why is it so hard for people to see certain groups of people as people deserving of the same human rights? Here’s a quotation from another book titled the Anatomy of Evil, “but with aberrant killers, people resist the concept of a shared humanness. That’s because US and THEM is far more comfortable. It is recognizing this sameness that allows us to most accurately predict violence. When we accept that violence is committed by people who look and act like people, we silence the voice of denial, the voicle that whispers ‘this guy doesn’t look like a killer’.” 💕 Just a poll to have a better idea of the demographic here: Which age range are you in?
2021-10-12 16:31:08 +0000 UTC View Post
💕 Where would you take me on a date? 💕 🔥 Hopefully post new video tomorrow or Tuesday. 🥰 🌈 Force me to use my social media: 🌸 Instagram.com/Katarinaishii 🌺 Twitter.com/Katarinaishii 🌟 Tip to show love and appreciation, if you’re in the financial position to do so. ❤️ 🌟My wishlist: https://jointhrone.com/u/katarinaishii
2021-10-12 05:17:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I will be sending an exclusive video to subscribers who rebill later on today. Please be honest and don’t turn off rebill once received. I hope you’re all having a nice day. Will post more later with some ideas regarding videos and potential customs. How do you feel about auditory content? 🌟 I may have to create some conditions with the sexting now. I apologize but too many people are wanting to sext and I can only do it every so often, and the times I have done it, I haven’t received a tip. I know I said tipping isn’t mandatory but I am putting labor into it whether it be through typing or voice recording at no benefit to myself. I will think of a fair price range for the sexting. Putting a price on it would probably give me greater incentive to get really into it. It won’t be by the minute, there will just be a flat rate for the session. 🌟 GFE or VIP messaging: I don’t like the label Girlfriend Experience but it’s a way to give a more personal experience to subscribers that I feel is important. This can include if desired with no cost: handwritten letters and one book chosen personally from my collection. I already give priority to OF subscribers over followers on other platforms. I do my best to read all the messages and promptly respond but I’m not going to lie, it’s difficult and sometimes overwhelming. This just puts you on a special VIP where you have easier access to me, regular selfies throughout the day and updates if you wish, phone calls, and so forth. 🌟I have a wish list so if you’re feeling generous, feel free to browse: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/6UTP3XC64BHW?ref_=wl_share I will hopefully come up with a nice reward for such kindness. 💕 I am also thinking up ways to do customized videos for you. If you have any ideas, I would love to hear it! ❤️
2021-10-11 16:35:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Some sweet pictures from yours truly. I’m going to start using the list feature more because it gets confusing and I lose track of who I am talking to. If I messaged you today, it was not a mass message! I individually messaged and would like to see what’s up with you. ❤️ What annoys me is that the bad practices of other OF creators cause people to have bad expectations of future creators based on these experiences. Probably why it’s assumed that any message from the OF creator is ppv spam. I will say when it’s a mass dm upfront so you’ll be under no illusions whether it’s personally sent or not. I have over 500 subscribers and I try my best to reach out to everyone. 💕 You do NOT need to feel obligated to tip me. I don’t expect you to tip in exchange for my time. I enjoy chatting with subscribers in general so it’s all by my own free will. Tip only if you want to! I don’t demand it. 🌟 If I decided to go live, would you watch? Which days and times work for you?
2021-10-11 03:29:14 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m glad you guys enjoyed my first JOI! I was kinda nervous because I never did it before but I can definitely make more. Send me requests and recommendations. ❤️ I have BG videos set up for this week! I had a photo shoot yesterday which I posted some of the shots from on the bed. 🌟 Want me to give a cock rating sample video to show you more of how I do it? It’s $20 for a five minute nude video of me detailing your cock on a 1-10 scale. Follow on Twitter and Instagram 🌟 Twitter.com/katarinaishii 🌟 Instagram.com/Katarinaishii You can endorse me on my Reddit pinned post https://www.reddit.com/user/theholyromanempire42/comments/q5ibt9/a_peak_at_my_of_i_started_in_august_have_posted/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf ❤️ 💕 Open to ideas from you all.
2021-10-11 01:11:37 +0000 UTC View PostThis is the first time making a JOI video, let me know what you think. 💕 🌟 I’m having a lot of fun making these videos so if you have any requests, comment below. I can also rate your cock now: $20 for video rating. 🌸 What kind of videos would you like me to do here for the feed? No custom cost!
2021-10-10 00:28:42 +0000 UTC View Post
If you found me off Reddit, you probably have seen this but for those of you who are new. ❤️ 🌟 After all — one thing I’ve learned from my 30 years of existence is that we don’t know all that much about ourselves, at least not as much as we think. Self-deception is an unfortunate part of the human experience (as it evolved in order to better deceive others), but an aspect of it I accept and in such acceptance, I claim no truths or knowledge of the world and myself — it’s all tentative in my book (except maybe the rules of logic and mathematics). I was a PhD student in philosophy but academia wasn’t for me, so I left with a masters which bestows me no special privileges or career opportunities, just a piece of paper and the ability to say, “yeah, I have a masters in the most useless subject imaginable”. Philosophy is only useless because earlier in history many areas of study were all encompassed under the broad field of philosophy such as the sciences, psychology, etc. Now that we have sectioned ourselves off into numerous specialized fields and sub fields, philosophy has seemingly lost its purpose in modern society, or a purpose that is somewhat profitable, at least. Philosophy work feels like some act of charity that no one appreciates. Sure, other fields answer important questions better than philosophy does but who asks these questions in the first place? I don’t believe myself to be special, unique, particularly intelligent, just the successful product of millions of years of evolution (natural and sexual selection). I try to maintain realism in all areas of my life from what I am capable of or my goals and aspirations. However, this most often leads me to underestimate my own abilities, but I try to remind myself, realism also means being realistic about what you’re good at, not just your limitations. I also decorate my room and can be considered a book hoarder (everyone always asks, but I’ve read a bit less than half of my collection which is pretty good because I own thousands ). 🌟 I think a lot (I studied philosophy, it’s what I basically did but I have nothing to show for it except interesting topics to discuss at dinner). I can pretty much talk about anything, argue on any side of a debate, but I suppose, I think about certain things more than others (as one does). I don’t believe in objective morality in the sense that the concepts of “good” and “evil”on a theistic level have any concrete meaning other than what we have assigned it. However, I do think there are standards for behavior (what we refer to as moral) that we all would agree to be good and bad, regardless of culture. Lately, I was thinking about the evolutionary origins of morality (I pretty much analyze almost every aspect of life through this lens) and a friend took a culturally relativist approach which every (intelligent) philosopher should rightfully wince at the very mention of it. Even if I knew the opinion to be absurd, I still had trouble refuting it which led me to think about morality in terms of the behavior of primates. Our non human ancestors have a system of morality if we think of it as a code of conduct. They can understand the concept of “fairness” hence being ripped off will cause them to be angry. Maybe morality can be reduced to what is evolutionarily advantageous, and as animals develop in intellect, they gain greater capacity to understand morality. I say this because species that are less evolved such as certain breeds of birds will often not act in their best interest (such as by killing their offspring which is maladaptive.) Unfortunately it is difficult to prove morality isn’t a social construct conjured by humans as a method of behavioral regulation and that there is indeed “objective” concepts of morality that exist in the world. As previously stated, I believe that a species’ understanding of morality increases alongside the progress of their evolution — perhaps they coevolved (the development of certain brain functions). I recently read a book that talks about just this titled Primates and Philosophy: How Morality Evolved where Frans de Waal demonstrate precursors to what we would consider “morality”. In Primates and Philosophers, Frans De Waal attempts to analyze the origins of human morality through what we would perceive as moral behavior in our non-human ancestors, chimpanzees and other primates. Evolution is selfish, it causes individuals to take whatever actions that is conducive to their survival and reproduction. 🌟 I value my friends and family; our stimulating intellectual discussions and enriching emotional connections are truly what makes life worth living. There is nothing more than that and the accumulation of knowledge in search of truth. I read a lot whether it be fiction or non-fiction. I view my own ignorance to my advantage because it provides the first step in learning: as Socrates preached in Ancient Athens, admitting you know nothing and from there, you are more receptive to learning (and are that much closer to the truth). I am not sure what I believe about Truth (with a uppercase T), which is the reason I am hesitant about using it. What I do believe firmly is the Truth of mathematics. I don’t know whether I would take a strictly Platonist stance on the subject (there’s also an interesting academic debate that Plato wasn’t a mathematical Platonist after all!), but I do see its Truth as part of objective reality. Mathematics (if we view it as its rules and its structure rather than the mathematical objects it contains), contrary to Kant, is analytic a priori, and there’s nothing you can do to convince me otherwise (except provide a convincing logically grounded argument). There’s no other truth I take as self-evident, not even the fact that I exist or think. I don’t care what a person’s political or religious beliefs are or anything that would lead some to call a person “bad” or “immoral”. All that concerns me is that they are honest and kind (kind to me, at least). I don’t like emotionally charged political discussions because they are usually counter-productive, as most often people make up their mind on an issue by reasons unknown to their conscious psyche, and rationalize later what they believe. Even I am susceptible to being a flawed human being, subject to self-deception, perhaps selfish motives parading itself as altruistic. What I hate most is virtue signaling — I believe being effectively altruistic is more beneficial to the third world, rather than flying to Africa yourself, providing no useful skills but your own presence to make poor African kids feel good for the two weeks you’re there. It’s actually morally despicable if you think about it in terms of the large costs accrued, only to be left with such short term temporary gains. I stated earlier that I don’t judge, but I’ll revise that statement to, “I don’t judge you if you are honest and open about your intentions” which includes virtue-signaling because we all know that the main goal gained from that exercise is social approval and feeling that fuzzy wuzzy feeling of a job well done. 🌟 My favorite books are: - The Brothers Karamazov and the Idiot by Fyodor Dostoevsky - Life: A User’s Manual by Georges Perec - The Magic Mountain and Death in Venice by Thomas Mann - An invitation to a Beheading by Vladimir Nabokov - A Sentimental Education by Gustave Flaubert I’ve read a fair amount in my life. I’ve spent most of my teens to early twenties devouring the classics and basically what you should read if you consider yourself a well-read intellectual. Now, I mainly read non-fiction. The topics I enjoy reading about the most are: behavioral economics because of its elucidation on the link between human psychology and economic decision making. It’s interesting because we like to think that when making decisions, we are completely rational -- that’s at least what economists or what we call “Homo Economicus” would like us to believe. However, the cognitive processes that goes on in these types of decision making are much more complex. A lot of the time, they are the product of u n c o m s c I o u s influences or unsuspecting “nudges” (for the better or worse) that affect how we gather information and which information we deem relevant in making decisions. I read a ton of evolutionary psychology because I like to learn how our behavior and way of thinking evolved. I think evolutionary psychology better explains a lot of the questions Philosophy has brooded over for centuries. I view a lot of philosophical discussions of morality as essentially being akin to vapor of vapors, as the Bible aptly puts it or just words, words, words in the Shakespearean sense. It has very little explanatory power compared to evolutionary psychology and biology. Talk of morality may be interesting when applied to concrete issues such as programming an artificial agent to act morally and what this would entail. What would it take for us to call a machine “autonomous” and if it reaches that point, who would be held culpable if it engaged in immoral behavior? (Autonomy would most likely require unsupervised learning and it is unclear whether the programmers would be at fault if this were the case.) I like reading about history, especially Ancient Rome. My favorite emperor is Julian because he attempted to make Paganism great again (unfortunately, he failed but made an honorable attempt indeed). Feel free to talk to me about what you believe to have caused the fall of the Western empire or how Christianity spread as quickly as it did, or even how similar the United States is to the Roman Empire — and whether we should aptly prepare ourselves for a similar Fate.
2021-10-09 21:50:24 +0000 UTC View PostHere’s a bunch of sexy gifs for you all. 🥰 And an unsexy topic but one that should be addressed, as the male suicide rate continues to rise. You’ve probably read this on my Reddit page but for those who don’t follow my Reddit, here’s my writing on my personal experience of depression and suicidal thoughts. If you struggle with this too, you may find these thoughts to be relatable. 💕 Here’s a question for you: what steps are you taking to ensure your own emotional and mental well-being? It’s okay to not feel fine, it’s okay to feel worthless, sad, angry, overwhelmed, etc. ❤️ 🌟 What it feels to desire death: I’ve had happy experiences, moments that made me glad to be alive, but those are only moments, tiny slices of time that fade as time continues to reach forward. The immense suffering that is felt by me on a daily basis is unbearable. There are no moments of bliss that makes any of this worth-while. Upon reflecting on my own future, I don’t see anything — pitch blackness. The last couple of days I’ve stayed up late at night remembering (or technically not remembering but waking up with this lack of recollection) how there is no pain when your heart stops — you’re dead u n c o n s c I o u s, within minutes your brain will go along with it and it’s all over. A state of nothingness or lack of consciousness is much better than the feelings of misery and alienation that I am f o r c e d to trudge through. I sometimes feel like I’m trapped in a tall glass tower, seemingly extending into the heavens or whatever is purportedly up there. There’s no escape from this tower of glass. Once in a while someone will throw down a rope, but it’s either too short for me to reach or the rope appears to be long enough for me to finally anticipate escape, but upon my first grasp, it quickly unravels into vapor, as if there was no rope in the first place and it was simply a cruel mirage of the mind. In this glass tower — I can watch the world around me — people going forward in their lives with some feeling of purpose and fulfillment. Feelings that are much too foreign to me because my range of movement is restricted to this glass tower. I can only move within the confines of this space, I can’t go outside of it. All I can do is break out of this tower, with its sharp glass pieces splintering toward me, and I will no longer be trapped. Depression is a mental space, it’s a distorted mirror, it fogs your judgement and perception with smarting pangs of hopelessness. You begin to feel you were never meant to be happy, not even happy, you were simply never meant to be not miserable. I stopped striving for happiness as a goal once I realized how unattainable it was. I feel so much sadness for the implacable burden I am to everyone around me. People may view a suicidal person as selfish but in reality, they view themselves as relieving the world of a burden. The weight of depression progressively becomes heavier, I don’t want to ask for help because the depression is mine, no one else’s. It’s no one’s responsibility to help me. 🌟 I struggle deeply with depression and suicidal thoughts, and wanted to share my writing and personal experience on the subject to let people know they’re not alone and they can talk to me about these feelings if they feel they are too overwhelming of a burden to carry alone. I know suicide and depression is still heavily stigmatized and it’s hard to talk about so I open myself up to this conversation. I’m here for you all 💕
2021-10-09 17:28:01 +0000 UTC View Post
🌟 Feel free to like my posts and interact with me. ❤️ If we’ve chatted before, don’t be afraid to message me and talk! I want to know more about the type of content you enjoy so I can make more of it. 🔥 JOI videos are $25, I can personalize them as Fem Dom, Gentle Mommy Dom, etc. Let me know! Happy Saturday. I will try to get back to all who messaged me, so if I haven’t responded, the messages sometimes get mixed up and I don’t see it so message me again. I have over 500 subscribers, so the amount of messages can be overwhelming but have patience with me. 😚 I try to remain responsive no matter what. 🌟 GFE starts at $75 a week. Responsive messaging throughout the day with selfies, phone calls, video chats and more included 💕 🔥 Video Cock Ratings at $20 🌺 For $20, I’ll send you a bundle of professionally photographed feet fetish photos and will continue to send them when I take more. I posted one example picture but there’s a lot of angles and diversity within the selection. 🥰🌹 Tip for customs, requests and, to show love and appreciation for all I do. ❤️ A poll for you all: What made you subscribe to me? What about me caused you to check me out? Feel free to explain more in the comments. Feel free to mention the subreddit you found me on.
2021-10-09 16:09:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Like my cute My Little Pony Corset? 🥰
2021-10-09 01:03:26 +0000 UTC View Post💕 Here is a personal video from me to you. I wanted to share a more intimate aspect of myself. Hope you all don’t mind that 💕 🔥 Posted another fucking video. Let me know what you think. I have many more videos awaiting the queue — they all will be posted throughout the month of October. 🌟 Tip if you like what you see and want to see more. ❤️😙
2021-10-08 20:29:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you guys like my artistic nudes? The lighting was too perfect to not make use of it. Please humor me by enjoying all the selfies I take that look pretty much the same except for few minor differences. Just my natural looks with no makeup 💕 🌟Share with me your sexual kinks and fetishes, Feel free to go deep into detail of how it started (if you remember it’s origins) and how it manifests itself in your present life. Plus, greater knowledge of your kinks will help me make a custom video that is more personally catered toward your specific desires. 🔥 Should I make a Demo Cock Rating Video to showcase roughly what you will get if you decide to have your cock rated by me? 🌟 Comment suggestions for my next set of BG content whether it be audio, fetishizes you would like seen implanted, etc. 🔥 Tip to show your ❤️ and appreciation for what I do. Also, Tip if you want me to post the fucking video already. 💕
2021-10-08 17:15:47 +0000 UTC View PostI am going to start taking more of these videos. They’re fun to make! Included another video of me soaping up my titties in the shower 🥰 🌟 I would love it if more subscribers interacted with my posts — feel free to send over a like to show me that you like what I do and support me. Feel free to message me with B/G and G/G customs requests. Be as detailed and descriptive as possible so I can have a more clear idea of what you want to see. 💕 I will hopefully be posting another one of the fucking videos later today to celebrate it being finally Friday, the start of the weekend. I have a diverse variety of fucking videos that I will make available to you throughout the month of October. I want to post my Hysterical Literature video sometime soon so you can look forward to that. 😙 🔥 Tip if you think I’m such a good cocksucking whore and want to see more of me gagging. 😉 🌻 5 Min Nude Personalized Cock Rating Video — $20 ❤️ Warning: I may be increasing my subscription base cost to $11.99. Those who turn the rebilling feature on will be dm’ed an extra special exclusive video, along the other videos that are regularly sent out. If you turned on your Rebill function and want to receive the videos already sent out, let me know and I can send them to you. 🌸 If you do not think the content I provide makes this price increase worthwhile in maintaining a subscription, let me know what I can do better to keep you as a loyal subscriber. If you choose not to have the Rebilling feature on, tell me what exactly is keeping you from doing it and what changes I should make to better satisfy your needs. 📚 If you are in a bad financial place, let me know and I can accommodate you with a reasonable discount. I will use the Honor System in assuming individuals who disclose these financial struggles to me are telling the truth and not trying to exploit my generosity. 🌹 Sexting is Free with Personalized Audio but it’s on my own time. Tips after a sexting session is deeply appreciated because it shows me what you like, which will provide me some useful data for future sexting sessions! For sexting, we can explore different dynamics such as , Petplay, Raceplay, etc or do a role playing scenario such as Professor / Student which can be quite fun for me as it requires some creativity. 🔥 I have a bundle of professional quality Feet Fetish photos that you can have, as well as all the Feet photos that are taken in the future for $20. 🌟 I think another reason why people assume I don’t have many subscribers is because of how responsive I am when it comes to messaging. No, I just prioritize these conversations with my subscribers — I love learning about the ways other people think and feel, how they experience sexuality, what their kinks and fetishes are, and what causes them emotional turmoil. I find almost all the discussions I’ve been having on here to be fascinating, It’s one of the most enjoyable aspects of OF thus far. ❤️ Hope you know how much of my heart and soul is put into providing you sexy content. I am trying my best to see through the lens of the Male Gaze but I can only do so much — you have to be the one to tell me what you like and as I said before, I will do my best to accommodate those desires!
2021-10-08 12:41:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Some Honey Birdette lingerie. 🌟 Do any of you have any preferences in terms of lingerie and which kinds turn you on?
2021-10-07 21:31:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Some selfies I took without makeup and two videos at the end. 🥰 🌟What’s the last thing that made you happy? 🔥 For people with a Feet Fetish: I have a big bundle of professional quality photos of me and my feet. Tip $20 and mention this as the reason for the tip, and I will directly message all the feet related photos I have and all future ones I take.
2021-10-07 20:06:49 +0000 UTC View PostDo you like the view from here? Some videos I took today! What do you think? 💕 If you want me to rate your cock, tip $20 and send a picture! Will provide an honest rating — can say your name to ensure it’s truly personal. 🔥 Making some BG content tomorrow! Send me your ideas for what type of stuff you’d like to see and I will try my best to integrate what you suggest into my next video! 🥰 Tip to show appreciation! ❤️ 🌟 I used to read a lot of books on Behavior economics which illustrates the irrationality underlying a lot of our economic decisions. OF gives me the opportunity to utilize what I’ve learned for the purpose of better marketing myself and understanding my intended consumer base. If you’re interested, here are my thoughts on OF marketing and some questions I consider in these respects. I would love it if you shared your opinions on the topic from your own personal experience. If none of this stuff interests you, then feel free stopping here and awaiting the next post. 🌟 I would need to build a model of the decision making process of men during their normal mental state and a sexually aroused mental state. Decisions made during a sexually aroused state tend to favor short term immediate benefits over well-thought out future gains in the long term. At what time of the day are men most likely making their subscriptions and are intentionally searching for women to subscribe to or is this done by accident? What are the initial hesitations that are had about subscribing to an OF — what are the main fears that prevent them from doing it and what is the main stimulus that drives them to finally go out and do it. My first question would be, what state is the male in when he first subscribes to an Onlyfans. How sexually aroused is he during this state ? What factors influence his decision to rebill or purchase additional bundle subscriptions? How much does subscription price factor into the decision to subscribe? Features that range from consistent posting, specific video content, sexting, fan interaction, customs, fetish related, etc). What is the price limit to which he is willing to pay and what determines this limit? My thought process begins at what OF is essentially replacing to the male audience which is JOI porn. Porn is free but OF adds something extra — a personalized touch and human interaction. This concept is referred to as Mental Accounting which is the tendency to divide their resources by its specific purposes — it is a behavioral bias that causes people to separate their finances in different categories. The OF subscription price shouldn’t be prohibitively expensive where he cannot justify paying it essentially just to get off, but must be one where he feels he is gaining greater value in product than what he has paid. He will have less incentive to subscribe if the product merely m e e t s his expectations in content value — porn being free, it should exceed the base subscription price in product value to ensure him feeling he is getting a good deal off a worthwhile product. How many OF profiles do they subscribe to on average? If multiple, what are the facets of a profile that play most prominent of a role in guiding a consumer’s decision? How much does a creator’s personality factor in to a person’s decision to subscribe? How much of their personality do they want to see or just enough where there’s some level of fantasy involved in projecting desired characteristics on to them? How much do physical features or racial preference play a role? A problem I see with some OF creators is they make the mistake of assessing the value of their subscription off their own perceived worth or their content in isolation — you must judge your product in comparison to the ongoing market rate — what are OF creators charging and what content are they providing in exchange ? What also has to be considered is the price men are willing to justify paying and for the most part, there is usually a limit after $20 a month. You cannot attach your own perceived value to the subscription price but think about it in terms of what people are willing to pay. No matter how hot you are, men can only feel justified paying up to a certain amount. What are those that factor into these justifications? I suppose that depends on how horny the male is and how hot the female is but on average, he can only justify so much for and will have clarity upon orgasm and will reconsider his next payment decision if this experience did not m e e t his expectations in terms of the pleasure gained / financial cost ratio. What are the features included in a subscription that greatly incentivize a man to subscribe? How much content creator / subscriber interaction is expected and desired? How much of it is discussion based or customs related? I understand that the expectation is dependent on the subscriber count of the creator which I will cover in the next section. Do presumed subscriber count matter to the consumer? I think a healthy balance is desired where there are enough subscribers that incentivize consistent quality in production but not too much where there is little interaction between them and their subscribers. What is roughly the desired medium in terms of subscriber count? Should an OF creator display their subscriber count on their page or should they keep it hidden? Does the percentage % number that some OF pages advertise at the top of their page actually influence the consumer’s decision to subscribe? 🌟 My questions for you all if you care to help me and share: 💕 What about me specifically made you want to subscribe and check me out? 💕What were your expectations for this subscription and did I m e e t or exceed them? 💕 What features of this subscription do you enjoy the most and what would you like to see more of in the future? 💕 In comparison to other creators you subscribe to, how do I measure up in terms of providing good content at a reasonable price? I am always trying to keep in mind who my target audience is, what they expect from me, and how I can best fulfill those expectations.
2021-10-06 20:21:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Here are some of my thoughts about facials and how they function in the realm of male desire. Just some of the weird ideas a philosopher comes up with when reflecting on a primal human urge that is widely shared among the male population. Feel free to share your own theories regarding the subject matter. Don’t worry if they’re not as neatly articulated as mine. Lol. My brain just naturally thinks this way! Overall, I prioritize conversation because its by the interaction of ideas among diverse individuals that create new systems of knowledge that innovate and fixes old ones that we feel are no longer compatible with our current way of living. 🌟 What makes a facial sexy? What does this act of dispersing cum all over a woman’s face represent in the male eye that arouses him so greatly? It’s not that the act itself grants him more pleasure or that it makes the woman feel good — it’s an act that gains it’s value through symbolic means of the male imagination. Is the cum meant to defile her, or does it act as a nutrient used to sustain her? Sperm is the male life source that helps bring life into this earth — it can be perceived in this way as a vital form of energy. This is when the cum is seen as directly moving directly from the male to female body. The notion of cum as a substance that degrades and corrupts is when it is dispensed on the woman’s body itself. Where does the line begin from its nature to bring life and its nature to debase? Why does a man like both the idea of being an essential participant to the creation of human life and being the one to actively demean and blemish? One shouldn’t view men as inherently destructive or sadistic by virtue of him having these dual impulses. Humans, as a whole, are each genetically endowed with the capacity to cooperate and the ability to commit atrocious actions. We are no better than those we seek to condemn. In this same vein, sexuality is neither good nor bad; it is simply the means evolution bestowed upon us to reproduce from one generation to the next. Evolution isn’t guided by moral intention (although we sometimes act as if it does), there’s no specific direction it moves toward (we like to assume that it progresses but that isn’t quite the case), it doesn’t choose what is most beneficial to the species as a whole; its sole concern is to replicate its genetic code and reproduce. That’s it. A lot of sexual preferences men and women have stem from our own evolution; men and women’s desires are sometimes seen as at odd’s with each other. In a lot of ways they are, but that’s why we utilize open-ended communication in discussing our various kinks and can come to a mutual consensus in regards to our personal boundaries and turn-ons. We aren’t guided strictly by our biological imperatives anymore, we can acknowledge the role they play in shaping what we desire sexually, but we are not beholden to those desires — we have the capacity to intellectualize these desires, discover their origins in our personal history, and make the final decision to act on them with a willing partner. I like to remind people not to feel shame about these feelings, and if you do, to verbalize what you’re experiencing and intellectualise them in a way that helps you view them with more clarity and self-compassion. I want to hopefully read more about this topic to better understand myself and others — I am the type of person who appreciates a topic more once I have intellectually broken it down and analyzed it from a variety of perspectives. I don’t really *feel* anything without the necessary intellectual component being there granting my emotions some structure and definition. I do sometimes wish I could experience a wide range of emotions in their entirety, be completely encompassed by feeling to the point where rationality has no place it can filter in from. As I said before, this is why I feel I have a lot of emotional resources in reserve to listen and talk through issues. Even though I don’t experience a lot of emotions, don’t mistaken this for a lessened capacity to care and love people — I feel I am able to care and love people more because I don’t think I’m impeded by a certain amount of ego or expectations in reciprocating that affection.
2021-10-06 17:26:11 +0000 UTC View Post
Female Dating Strategy is the female equivalent of Incel and Red Pill rhetoric. Unless the kink involves a minor or non-consent, it shouldn’t be judged by the same measurements of polite society. I am glad that kink has for the most part been a safe space, unfiltered by the SJW mentality and people can explore their innermost desires, as long as there’s consent on both sides. The fact that they think this behavior is acceptable and warranted is truly sickening. The fact they support his reasonable right to privacy being breached for the sake of “social justice” is a scary thought, at that point I wonder whether they value privacy at all as a right owed to every citizen or do they hold the mainly conservative mentality that “if you have nothing to hide, it shouldn’t matter”. I want to remind you all, if your kink can’t land you in p r I s o n, then I don’t judge you for it. I offer a free and open space for you to explore these types of thoughts, try to understand their origins, and discover new ones along the way. If you enjoy race play, I don’t think you’re actually racist just like I don’t assume people who enjoy dominance are actually violent and cruel people by default. There’s no shame in your kinks or whatever turns you on. There’s no shame in having specific racial preferences or strictly liking specific body types — for the most part, we don’t choose what we like or desire. I don’t expect people to change their desires in order to m e e t society’s expectations of what is deemed socially acceptable. If you have “yellow fever”, it’s okay because I benefit from it and am glad. ;-) Go ahead, call me your dirty submissive Asian chink slut. Use every stereotype at your disposal during dirty talk. 🌺 A book that helped me understand sexuality and it’s unlimited variation & naturalness is: Perv: The Sexual Deviant in All of Us by Jesse Bering Highly recommend reading it if you suffer from shame due to your sexual kinks or want to better understand fetishes and their various roots. I am an open minded person who still has a lot to learn about her own personal kinks, so I love using this opportunity to help others discover their own. 💕 🌟 What are your thoughts? 🌟 I do get a lot of messages and I try to get back to all of them but sometimes some are missed in the masses, if you have a custom with me, please message me and let me know! I should make a priority list of some kind for people who want more regular communication throughout the day! 🔥 I love it when people interact with my posts even if it’s a causal like, it shows me I’m doing something right and motivates me more to keep doing what I’m doing. 🥰
2021-10-05 22:48:18 +0000 UTC View Post
Will try to post more tonight. Here’s a photo set taken on my instax camera and some special videos at the end. 😇 🌟 Tip if you think I got good blow job eye contact skills and want to see more 💕 🌸 GFE experience is $30 a day, $120 a week! Includes selfies throughout the day, voice recordings, and maybe some extra stuff! 🌟 Do you think my content would still be worth it if I increased the subscription fee just up to $11.99? I still will never have PPV content, exclusive videos sent to those who have their rebill feature on, free sexting with suggested tip and am constantly making new B/G and G/G content that integrates your requests. I want to always try to do what I can to offer you all more for what you pay. ❤️ 🔥 If there is something you think I should add that would make the subscription increase worth it or would make you more likely to rebill for the next month, let me know and I will do my best to fulfill those desires of yours to the best of my ability! 🌸 I prioritize providing a product and experience you all enjoy — I am working hard in making sure no one feels unheard, scammed, or reduced to financial payment at the expense of their humanity. I am grateful for everyone who chooses to subscribe and support my endeavors, and will continue to prioritize offering a more human experience regardless of my subscriber count.
2021-10-05 22:33:54 +0000 UTC View Post
I have a severe case of Restless Sadface 🥺 🌟 Nude video cockratings are $20 — feel free to comment if you want to endorse my rating system. I try to be fair and honest, but will always make you feel validated and reassured about your masculinity without straight up lying. 😘 I had a lazy day where I slept a lot, but will start posting some of the B/G videos in the week and make more stuff. 🔥 Tip for appreciation, B/G requests, and love. 💕
2021-10-03 23:31:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Some cute selfies that make me feel pretty 💕 I actually love getting hickies still even though it’s trashy and a teenage thing to do. Haha 🌟 I sent out a mass message earlier today to give you an idea of some B/G & G/G content ( You can watch me share a cock with a beautiful woman. 😘 ) I will have all full length videos available in the queue later on in the month for all to enjoy. A lot of high quality video footage that features me being fucked from various positions. 💕 What type of stuff would you like to see in upcoming BBG content? Any customs and requests? Let me know! 🌸 Tip to show appreciation. 🥰❤️
2021-10-02 13:39:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Sorry once again for all the photos looking roughly the same with minor changes! I just liked how these turned out. No makeup, just nice artificial lighting that mirrors the effect of what is known in photography circles as Golden Hour. 😇 Will be posting more videos up this week! Would you all prefer a more consistent regular posting schedule for videos where you can anticipate new content? 🌹 I’ve been enjoying doing cock ratings, spending five to six minutes nude, just going over the intricate details of your cock! $20 for a video, feel free to tip to make up for tax if you feel so inclined! Specify if you want that Fem Dom version! 🔥 Sexting is free with spicy personalized audio recordings in response, a nice tip is appreciated but by no means necessary. Either way, you have my full attention. 😉 ❤️ JOI videos and masturbation where I say your name as I cum custom videos are $25. 🌈 I’m always seeking ways to improve my content and the experience I provide, feel free to let me know what you want to see more of and I will take it into consideration. 🌸 I never feel bothered by messages. I appreciate all feedback and love to hear from you all. 🌟🌟🌟 Some guys feel insulted at the prospect of subscribing to my onlyfans, as if it would farther their reach from me, remove any possibility of me perceiving them as a romantic option, or just simply causing me to feel more entitlement because of the perceived female superiority and advantage over men in the dating game. Overall, I don’t buy it. I judge positively everyone who subscribes and supports me, and am more inclined to talk to people who are in this circle of support than an individual who feels insecure about his self-image and doesn’t want to subscribe because he’s afraid people will call him a “simp” or porn is free, even though I explicitly say that what I provide is not really porn but some sort of relationship to people and even a performance with my innermost desires flowing to the surface. People continue to say, I want to know the “real you”. Sorry buddy but that surely does not exist, there’s no real anyone. We all just play various roles in specific contexts and with certain people. These roles we come to adopt as “our self” is partly conceived by genetics, it’s our biological propensities, our particular preferences, and by the culture and environment that inculcated us from birth. It’s difficult for many to separate which is responsible for what. Whether the traits we exhibited in childhood was simply by whim of genetics or was it the environment which encompassed us that really caused these behaviors. All I know, I can’t pinpoint any specific “me-ness” underlying my present identity — there’s characteristics that, for the most part, remained consistent throughout my life but I wouldn’t say it’s a feature that is essential to who I am as a person, I could have easily been born the opposite and would have been the same person I am now. I feel I am many different people, but not in a way that is chaotic — I play various personas with differing people which depends on the dynamic of the relationship and how our personalities interact. I won’t say one persona is more “Authentic” than the other (which leads us to ask once again, what really is “authenticity” and why do we strive to display it in our lives? What value does it signal to others and to ourselves?). Why do so many men feel entitled to my company, entitled to any woman’s company, simply for offering the bare minimum standard of reciprocal altruism which is pretty much ingrained in every functioning human’s genetics. No, there’s no underlying real self behind the OnlyFans persona, it’s all me — different aspects of who I am, parts of me I repress and accentuate at various times. I display characteristics of myself that I didn’t know even existed until the video camera turned on and it was like an u n c o n s c I e n c e foreign entity seemingly took over with an independent intent of its own to all out perform, which somehow stemmed from this unknown source of confidence and exhibition I didn’t know was possible to feel. One of the main criticisms I receive on my perspective of OF is that it’s not true friendship, by virtue of it having a transactional basis sets it apart. I think that the definition of friendship should just be expanded to make room for new upcoming parasocial phenomenons; it doesn’t do us any good to limit our concepts to such rigid cultural standards. I believe that friendships come in a wide variety of forms and there’s no strict definition on what it means to be a friend. Online platforms like this do help build meaningful connections in ways you wouldn’t suspect. I have always preferred an online correspondence to real life because I felt I could be more authentic in my self-expression, my words are more thoughtful and less dependent on my interpretations of the listener’s behavior or vocal cues. I feel less insecure in not having to monitor my own behavior, don’t have to worry about the insecurities that come with inaccurately assessing motive and mindset to the other person. I do think words and conversation is the defining feature to a close friendship and getting to know people, so an online interaction not filtered by all the extraneous biases involved in constant body language analysis seems to be a more pure form in these respects.
2021-10-02 01:17:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Is it weird to use hentai as a way to implicitly express what I’m sexually interested in without feeling extra embarrassed from directly having to say it? 🥺💕 I have no shame in getting turned on by hentai. 😈 You guys don’t mind if I post some hentai screenshots that turn me on?
2021-10-01 15:11:35 +0000 UTC View Post
