โผ๏ธ Thank you to *everyone* who participated in my 5-Year Camiversary hype including the raffle, Spin-the-Wheel, Jenga, subscribing here, sending gifts and tips, showing up online during these last weeks โ I **FEEL** that love ๐๐ผ I feel **YOUR** love โค๏ธ
๐ The **winners of the raffle** are Pockets, Raccoon and Simple and their 3 super secret chosen compadres!! Iโm committed to sending them all their packages on Monday.
Iโm working on **completing wheel prizes today**, and Iโll be **streaming tonight at 6p pst** for some Friday night fun!!
Five years ago I laid awake in my bed covered in oil and full of adrenaline. I was high from the brand new experience of camming on Chaturbate; I had gotten naked and touched the most intimate parts of my body in front of complete strangers on the internet. It felt exhilarating and somehow safe within the confines of my room. I remember thinking: *Everyone is just so nice!*
Five years later, I lay awake in bed. Iโm a little buzzed from champagne but Iโm mostly high on life. I feel peaceful. Iโm humbled by the friendships and community that has grown over the years on Chaturbate. Iโm puzzled because I have no idea how I got hereโฆ And at the same time, I know exactly how I got here. Itโs a strange feeling.
Thank you to everyone who has participated in all of it over the years. All of you who have been there in the background silently, those who have directly supported me and those who have trusted meโฆ I believe that with all of this energy, we are contributing to something greater. You are an important part of it โค๏ธ
*Unreleased!* ***Joe M33ts Ketut*** (1080p; 13:57) An unreleased video only seen by a handful of people from my earliest days online. Enjoy my **innocent, no-makeup look** as I **use my biggest dildo** (Joe) to **ride, grind and fuck** on the floor covered in oil. Fantasies about my sexy massage therapist (Ketut) fill your ears and my gentle **moans reveal my pleasure** while **riding reverse cowgirl**, the dildo disappearing into my pussy over and over until I have a big orgasm.
*Tip $15 under this post and Iโll send it to you asap or if youโre a current subscriber, check your DMs for a special discount*
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐งโค๏ธ๏ธ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แตโฟแต I became much more active in 2021 with travel, yoga and poi. I actually started streaming on Twitch too during this time dabbling in videogames and IRL streaming, which is not shown. Team Phoenix surprises me after the 10-Year Chaturbate Awards with something more meaningful than any award or contest could ever offer and I break down in tears. I have *no* idea why I don't have a copy of my 2-year camiversary, but that happened. I'll have to track it down somehow because it was a good one!
**TODAY'S OFFER** Check your DMs to receive ***3 free raffle tickets*** and an offer to receive a super hot unreleased video featuring the Njoy and my favorite dildo!
My First Online Ass Fuck (1080p; 11:58) I caught the most exciting parts of my first online ass fuck and double penetration, where I use two brand new toys (a pretty pink vibrating dildo and a big ass toy) -- then, watch me stretch both of my holes when I go even further and push a full size dildo on my ass. My moans tell you exactly how I'm feeling and I cum harder than I've ever cum online from all the stimulation.
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐งโค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต หขโฑหฃ We finish perhaps the wildest years of them all with a good amount of tipsy nights, celebrations and and more goofiness. The end of 2020 was one of the most incredible times, we had so many celebrations including my first online birthday, the Tayception year-and-a-half show, Christmas and New Years. But the end of 2020 was also one of the most challenging times, I was caring for my aunt during her final months with ALS and had a horrible falling out with my dad (we are doing okay these days) -- I think that's why I was drinking so much... Thank you all for being around during these times, you literally saved me.
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐งโค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แถ โฑแตแต We launch part five of 2020 with a celebration in my very own flat ๐ฅ We celebrate 100k followers on my channel and I read my mod, Boon, a special poem for his ๐ We build furniture, do things with food โ you remember the sensual fruit show... ๐๐ฅ๐ฅญ and dance in Tay's Cafe and the Phoenix Lounge. I meet some BIG goals with my yoga practice ๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ and Chef wins the pumpkin carving contest ๐
Made it safely back from a wild festival weekend ๐ชผI anticipated streaming tonight but Iโm quite exhausted, so Iโll see you tomorrow and resume camiversary countdown shenanigans!
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐งโค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แถ แตแตสณ Wrapping up the chaotic first half of 2020 with a short video. I leave my quarantine base in the northwest and make a stop at home for a week before heading out on a 3-week long road trip across country to find a new home. I celebrate my first Camiversary in an Airbnb and complete my final stream on the road in the jacuzzi of a hotel.
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐งโค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แตสฐสณแตแต This was my absolute *favorite* video to make and also took the *longest* ๐ These are the first months of quarantine together and I cammed day and night, learning the many creative ways to entertain myself and the world through the interwebs. I develop normal-ish hobbies like painting, cooking and yoga, and take eccentric to a new level with dancing and creating new games (aka pantlers). I include a scene from the night we do not speak of and the fire alarm sounds when things get too heated ๐ฅ
As always feel free to comment on your memories during this time and what parts you found to be your favorite!
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐งโค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แตสทแต I've become a free agent with a big plan to travel the world... that is, until Covid becomes a global pandemic and changes everything. This special episode takes a dive into the first weeks of March 2020 and my brief adventure in Bali while I try to outrun the virus. I share updates, meet the pigs (can anyone remember their names?) dance around in my lingerie and get naked by the pool. This also marks the beginning of my commitment to practice yoga.
Bali marked one of the most important times of my life. Many of you know the story, but for those of you who don't or haven't read it, here is a journal entry written on March 15, 2020:
*I turned off my camera and took a breath. What an exciting evening spent with my online community. So many important people showed up for what was my final stream in my room before embarking on my world adventures as a cam model. Iโd begin my journey in Barcelona with my dear friend, Lilac, who had already been traveling Portugal and Spain for several months. We had been planning our time together so well. Upon my arrival we would hop online for what would be our first show together, waking up at 2am to reach my community back home. Then we would continue to do a series of shows throughout the weekend and possibly the following week. We had recognized the value in being together on many different levels. We had never spent more than a few hours at a time together, and this was an opportunity to spend a week together while sharing a deeply intimate space. A beautiful way to begin my adventure, I thought. The universe however, had very different plans. Plans that that would affect everyone on some level individually, and ultimately reshape the ways I would begin my adventure.
While celebrating my โbon voyageโ online, rumors started trickling through that our president had issued a travel ban from Europe that would begin in 48-hours. Initially I felt excited and relieved to be leaving the country the following day. I was not planning to return any time soon and a travel ban meant very little to me. Lilac however was scheduled to come home the following week. Many unanswered questions poured in over the next hour and people asked if I would still go. I couldnโt fathom canceling my trip that had been fueled with so much intention and purpose over the months. Lilac was reasonably concerned โ and while there were many rumors, the protocol for getting back into the country had been left unclear. I fell asleep that night with the growing suspicion that my plans may look differently in the morning.
I woke up to a series of news alerts and messages from concerned friends and family. Panic around the virus and the travel ban had grown tenfold overnight. Lilac had left Barcelona to fly home from the UK, a decision that left her feeling empty, confused and devastated. My heart became covered in static as I read through messages and articles, and my mind became numb. My flight was to leave later in the evening, so I decided to go about my morning routine, in autopilot, hoping an answer would become more clear.
I sat in a beam of sunlight on the floor next to three neatly packed suitcases. I had packed clothes for all different kinds of weather, a plethora of lingerie, sexy accessories and toys, camming equipment, and a ridiculous 90-day supply of my favorite supplements. I was ready to go. I had decided to quit my job six weeks ago, a decision that symbolized economic freedom. My decision to take flight around the world was a symbol for my inner dragon, who had been so repressed by the image of perfection, the porcelain doll, to spread her wings in a whole new way. My room felt like the cage Iโd fought to break free from. My bags sat there like shiny keys to the lock.
The animal spirit guides felt light in my hand as I turned the cards and played with them. It wasnโt until this moment that I realized the meaning behind the cards I had picked the night before. The fish โfighting against the currentโ and the moth reminding me that life is complex, that no matter the illusion, no one is exempt from the trials and tribulations of this great journey and to practice seeing it as an infinite mystery rather than wishing it were easier or different. I picked up my phone and calmly cancelled my flight and my airbnbs in Spain. I sat in silence for a long time feeling that early afternoon sun on my face. โThe universe has different plans for me,โ I heard my heart say. โI wonder what beauty I will discover along this new path.โ
Thereโs a cafe I frequent nearby where over the years so many of my creative thoughts and ideas have come to fruition. The manager (whom you all know as Rick), had become a very close and dear friend, was surprised to see me when I arrived. I explained the changes and told him that I had come to see what happened next on this new unforeseen path. I canโt explain how these next events occurred so quickly but I remember feeling guided by a strong force from within. I opened my laptop and it went something like this: AirBnb. Bali. SkyScanner. Bali. Much like a game of Tetris where each piece that comes next fits perfectly into that crevice youโve created with the pieces before it, I found myself a ticket at midnight to the most beautiful place in the jungle I've ever laid eyes on. It was as if this had been the plan all along. In fact, it was the plan all along. The unforeseen plan of the universe that we often try to fight against, but with an open heart, can find deeply hidden opportunities you wouldnโt have thought existed.
Life doesnโt always happen in this way, and therein lies the mystery of how we choose to play the game of Tetris. Do we continue to drop the pieces randomly without thought and purpose, adding layers and burying ourselves until itโs game over? Or do we accept the stacks that have built up due to a heavy bout of unforeseen and less desirable pieces, and move forward placing each piece with care and intention to clear the way for growth and new opportunity? Itโs interesting to watch our mind wander to one or the other.
The result of Covid-19 spreading throughout the world is devastating both individually and on a global scale. Itโs a very confusing time, with so many questions left unanswered. We cannot predict what will happen with the virus. We cannot predict how our governments will react. it can be very difficult to see light in a time of darkness. I did not expect this new chapter of my life to begin under these circumstances, but it did. A lot of people would have chosen to move forward differently, perhaps with a more statistically safe approach, and there is really no right answer.
My heart spoke, I listened, and I followed. And now I canโt wait to share the journey with you <3*
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐งโค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แตโฟแต I explore bases for my dildos and I'll let you find out for yourself whether they are a success ๐ Camming helped me discover that I love making random things sexual, and I take food porn to the next level. I also realize and spill my fantasies about being with women ๐ฅต *Lots* of dirty talk in this one! You'll also hear me touch on the launch of my first website!
As always feel free to comment on your memories during this time and what parts you found to be your favorite!
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ง โค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แตสฐสณแตแต A naughty robot alien followed by the infamous Rocky Top scene. I've been promising Team an invitation to a Yacht Party for five years now, and I still don't have a yacht! For Halloween, I transform into a deer (literally crying laughing here) and around Christmas time I experienced a tip war between Ultra and Dany that was in many ways life changing -- and yes, you can totally hear my roommates freaking out with me in the background.
As always feel free to comment on your memories during this time and what parts you found to be your favorite!
TRIPLE O MAX: DOUBLE PENETRATION (1080P; 20:45) I wasn't sure if I'd release this..
I'm really testing my limits stretching both my pussy and asshole with my biggest, thickest dildos. I use the ballgag to keep from screaming and cumming too loud though it doesn't help much. Drool leaks from my mouth onto my tits as I fuck my holes at the same time. The 9-inch cock slips all the way into my ass and I cum harder than I possibly ever have. I'm amazed that I fit that entire thing in my ass ๐คฏ I don't want to stop there, so I get the Hitachi wand and use two more dildos to cum multiple times ๐ฆ
Note: this video was taken spontaneously offline with my iphone cam in 1080p and I noticed the focal points shift. Overall, I don't believe it takes away from the the full, authentic experience
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ง โค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แตสทแต Continue into 2019 as I anticipate a stream with Jack and Jill, share my dildo collection and turn into a wild hippie (aka Tara Skyfire). Also, why is it so fun eat burritos and cupcakes online?!
As always feel free to comment on your memories during this time and what parts you found to be your favorite!
แถ สณแตแต โค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ง โค๏ธ๏ธ ๐๐๐๐ แตแตสณแต แตโฟแต Enter my thrilling first weeks of my cam journey!! I get to know my audience, get naked *very* fast, dish about JonBon, play with oil and the lush for the very first time with Ultra leading the way! *probably 480p but no one cares ๐ 8:05*
As always feel free to comment on your memories during this time and what parts you found to be your favorite!
โญ๏ธ **FIVE YEAR CAMIVERSARY COUNTDOWN IS HERE!!** and I have some *special announcements* for this years raffle...
โ๏ธ***WHO*** The highest ticket holder + 2 winners drawn at random ***BONUS:*** Each winner gets to choose a buddy to be their bonded pair!! *(Jonbon and Boon are already my buddies so you canโt choose them)*
โ๏ธ***PRIZE*** A unique package featuring a limited edition collectible items, special never before baked items from my kitchen, Journey of the Phoenix and as always, surprise goodies!
๐๏ธ ***TICKETS*** **1 ticket = $5 3 tickets = $12 10 tickets = $30 100 tickets = $200 1000 tickets = $1750** *โyou can't tip more than $200 on OF, so please contact me directly*
โก๏ธ Winners will be chosen on June 19th at 8p pst!! Expect LOTS of camiversary related content this month, I have so many fun surprises in store for us starting today!!
