Did my first shoot shoot in a long while!
First I had a little break, then I had Covid,... Yuck.
I'm glad to be back.
My new Jinx outfit arrived and I wanted to take some hot pictures in it.
As you can see, my boobs have grown a little bit. I love my small titties.
I also made super hot videos and fucked every dildo I have in this outfit.
It was very very hot and it has been a while since I enjoyed myself so much.
I hope you like it too.
Mwah xx
SHAMELESS
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As a sissy, you need to be shameless.
This is difficult because it is often a feeling of shame that prevents you from taking your sissyfication further.
But a shameless sissy, is a good sissy. Atleast that is what I have been told.
Does that mean that I don't experience shame? Of course not! It is still very humiliating and shamefull to see myself posting pictures like the ones in this post! But that has become such a turn on. I like to be shamed and humiliated. Because it makes me feel submissive, it confirms that I am nothing more but a sissy slave fuck hole. I love that.
But what if the feeling of shame is too much to handle? Well, I think that it has much to do with self acceptance. Accepting who you are, what you like, what you do is very important. I fought against my sissy interests in the beginning too and it made me very unhappy.
Some of us are just born to be sissies and maybe you are one of them! Who knows! It does not matter if you want to be a fulltime sissy slave like me, or someone who does it once a week or once a month or once a year. Accept it!
Enjoy yourself, and stop fighting against it. Accept that you are a sissy, lock your clitty up, put your legs in the air, spread your cheeks for daddy, take a photo and share it!
You are doing nothing wrong. Just be yourself, enjoy yourself, and embrace the shame. 💋
OMG, this morning. I was working in The Sissy Market.
The doorbell rang
And I tought. Oh great! A new customer.
I opened the door and my parents stood in front of me 😳
*SUPRISEEEEEEEEEE* they said.
I couldn't go back now!
They wanted to see the store. They love that I am being so successfull and that I am doing what I love. 😂 awkwaaaaaaaard
I have been thinking about what my life would be like in 10+ years because I probably wont stay as atractive forever 😬😅
That is a crazy reality for sexworkers like me 😬 We might earn a lot at this moment, but we need to use these earnings to cover the rest of our lives! Because who wants to hire the a famous sissy slut? 😬😆
But the more I think about it, the more I think it will be fine. Maybe as I get older I will turn into some kind of sissy coach. Helping other sissies reach their full potential! I helped a couple customers in The Sissy Market store with make-up and clothes and I loved it! The expression on their faces when they realize they are just as pretty as me is amazing.
One customer even cried when he lookedin the mirror after I showed him the make-up results! That breaks my heart.
I think all will be fine 🥰 when I am older I hope to stay fuckable long enough. As I am getting older, having a guy who is younger than me own me is super humiliating and a big turn on.
But I still have lots of good years left haha 🥰🥳🥰🥳 I have a few new really amazing shoots planned. I think you will like it and cannot wait to show you!
Maybe one day I will be helping on creating Sissy Joyce 2.0 🤩😍🤩😍
Or perhaps the sissy market grows so big that we can create a real life sissy training place.
My mind is running wild with so much crazy ideas
Mwah x
Feeling muuuch better!! 🥰
I think I am healed.
So tomorow, I am going to make new pictures and videos.
January was a difficult time for me. With hormones and the loss of sexdrive, covid... But this lower dosage really helps and I feel motivated to go deeper down the sissy rabbit hole. I wonder if its endless haha
This is like the 3rd or 4th day I have covid. But I am not very sick at all.
It is still anoying tho. Stupid lockdown.
Still taking it a little bit easy.
Gonna write on my e-book today x
Really want to make new content soon.
Probably going to laser IPL my legs and shave and get ready for some fun tomorow
Aaaaaaaaaaaaand now I have covid. :(
I am lucky that I am not very sick at all.
I actually feel pretty good.
But just in case I will wait 1 or 2 more days.
After that I have a bunch of new content to share!!!
Also a couple years ago.
I miss @mistresslfatale ! She helped me push my limits. She helped me take my first real cock. My first time was a little bit clumsy and I was super nervous. But it was the ice breaker. The point of no return as they say.
This is how the girls offered me to their bull. 🥰
Let's go back 5 years in time. (This is an old video so i'm sorry for the poor quality haha)
At this moment, I have been locked in chastity for atleast a year but nobody knew about my little sissy secret. During the day and at work, I still acted like a boy. When I got home after work, I had to take off all my clothes and put on a maids dress. Often Mistress fucked me first to remind me that I am a sissy bitch. Her slave...
LIFE UPDATE
The first changes I noticed from HRT are my hands... strange huh 😅 but it is the truth.
Look at them!!! I have super girly hands!! Even without nail polish haha. I love it. After that my skin got a lot softer. Like really soft. Something I couldnt imagen before. Love the small boobies but disliked the libido reduction. Just doesnt feel right for a sissy slave to not crave cock. I am on a lower dose now and I crave cock a lot more.
My new outfit has arrived so I will do a cool new photoshoot very soon. Also Mistress Laura invited me to get fucked by multiple girls at once. Thats scary but so hot.
I know you want to see me with more cock in my holes. So I am going to reactivate my profile on dating sites.
As a real life sissy, you need to be able to throw your pride and ego aside. I am a slut and I loove it when people laugh at me.
Another negative side of the hormones is that most treat me like a girl or give me compliments. While I just want to be a fucktoy haha.
My new E-book is comming along well!
There is a lot of sissymarket webshop news too. But I am not sure if this is something you like to read.
The Sissy Market is growing like crazy. My best friend works fulltime there (so that I can focus on my onlyfans) but now I also have a niece working at the sissy market because he just couldnt keep up with all the orders. I am testing a bunch of new products for sissies and we have a lot of cool ideas.
Anyway
My feminization continues and deeper down the sissy rabbit hole i go...
Mwah
Joyce
I almost forgot I had this video! I was SOOOO jealous! I wish I was the one to please @mistresslfatale !! But instead, sissy only got to watch! She is an amazing Mistress.
LIFE UPDATE
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Ahhhhhhhh feeling so much better.
I am motivated and ready to start the new week!
I hope my new outfits arrive because I can't wait to show them to you all.
Time to answer all my messages! 🤗
LIFE UPDATE
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I had a difficult couple weeks. I also want to share the bad sides of my sissy journey. The real thing. I experienced a loss of libido and with that my motivation and desire to become worlds best sissy cumdump. This is what I feared and dont want from hormones.
I am taking lower dosages now and I can feel my motivation, desires and insporation return! 😚
Besides I am very happy with my soft feminin body and my small tits now. 🤗
Perhaps I experienced a mini burnout? I dont know... but feeling much better.
I am a little bit behind on messages but will start answering them soon.
Need a new cock in my ass soon
Joyce
The full video of me fucking myself for the first time since I started hormones.
Of course I had a sissygasm with this amazing dildo.
It's called ROTATING AND HEATED DILDO - 21CM/8.4" from the sissy market.
It's kinda expensive but as you can see totally worth it haha
LIFE UPDATE : HORMONES DAY 40
Hello everyone!!
I just had a 1 week break from the internet but i'm back now. The posts you saw this week where sceduled posts. I have been going to a place called ''centerparks'' for the first time. It was really nice. We had a small cabin in the forest, away from the internet. We watched some movies and played the newest pokemon game on our switch while also enjoying a sauna and some good food. It was a lot of fun and much needed!
I am glad to be back and I wanted to do a little update about my hormones. My skin feels very soft, like unreal soft. Normally when you lay down on your side, your legs stay on top of eachother. But I am so soft that I cannot do that, they slide away from eachother (does this make sense? Sorry for my bad english... haha)
I also am very happy with my small titties. Almost my ideal size and big enough for nipple piercings. I don't want big tits. Small ones are cute ^-^
Sadly, the hormones are taking its toll on my sexdrive and I also think my motivation to continue my life as a sissy slut. One thing I was afraid of.
So after 2 months on hormones, and after I achieved my goals for a more feminin body, I might quit or switch to a lower dose. Because I want to become the biggest slut on the planet and also enjoy it a little bit hahaha.
The webshop is doing great and is having some amazing updates. The big descision now is to either make the webshop bigger or to create a proper sissy social media site that actually works. (I have a great idea) Tinder but for kinky people! The issue is, that such site costs so so much.
I am also writing a part 2 e-book because I noticed that my e-book ''my life as a sissy slave'' stops at when I quit my job to become a fulltime sissy. Lots has happened since then.
This week I will be doing a lot of shoots and creating new content for you to enjoy too.
Much love
xxxx
The complete album of the first shoot I did after I started hormones.
One thing I have not done before is have sex without condom.
I don't want to catch any diseases, my safety always comes first!
Of course I do crave to have sex without a condom.
Maybe one day I can find a guy that I trust and gets tested.
Personally I don't understand why some sissies just risk it like that haha 😅
But there is nothing more that I crave right now than cum dripping out of my ass.
