Found these little mini videos of me training with my favori..
Found these little mini videos of me training with my favorite dildo 😋
2022-12-07 09:04:00 +0000 UTC View Post
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This is my favorite position. I really really enjoyed this. ..
This is my favorite position. I really really enjoyed this. There is something special about truely lusing control. During most scenes you still have some control as a sissy. But when you truely lose control. Like Mistress Laura made me feel, it is very special. It bonds you. It's like I feel a stronger connection now because of it. It is very strange to explain. You also gain a lot of respect towards the domme. You feel like she is truely your superior. Like she is your boss. Not for a roleplay session anymore. You feel like her property and you look up to her as a Goddess. That's what true loss of control feels like. I do anything for her... 😣
2022-12-06 09:17:46 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE (HORMONES) -------------------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE (HORMONES) --------------------------------------------- And a few older photos of me! (3-5 years old) Okay so! I have send a message to my psychologist after our next conversation. '"Hello, Can you please confirm to me that you have written a positive recommendation letter to the doctor? Is everything okay for december the 14th?'' 14 December I am supposed to get hormones. I received a message back from the psychologist. ''Hello Joyce, The doctor let me know that the next appointment is to check the medical results. They have to be checked first before hormones can be given. I have given my positive advice.'' This concerned me. I was very sure 14 december to be the date. So I called the hospital! :) I am a fighter in some way. I guess I had to learn this with doing business for the sissy market haha. I called him and asked him if this was true. Because I need to do a +- 5 hour road trip just for results. I asked him if this can be done over the phone or something and that another delay would be so dishearthening. The doctor told me that they have been given positive advice to start the treatment earlier and that he also agrees with it. We went over my medical results on the phone and everything was good except for my very high cholestorol. It's so high in fact it might be something genetical. This is why I totally banned fastfood, chocolate and red meat out of my life. But the results where okay and they all agreed to start sooner (aka on 14 december) This was a relief and made me very happy. P.S. Would you like to learn more about my financial situation too?I don't really have secrets and I don't mind telling howmuch I earn as a sissy slave and that stuff. You can ask me financial questions too. Altho it is a lot more complicated than just receiving money in your bank account. I wish it was that simple haha
2022-12-06 09:04:14 +0000 UTC View PostAll the pictures me and Mistress Laura and Princess Diamonds..
All the pictures me and Mistress Laura and Princess Diamonds made together! 🥰 This week I am meeting 2 new Mistresses!! I am very excited.
2022-12-05 07:37:41 +0000 UTC View PostTEASER -------------- I remember my first shoot with Mistres..
TEASER -------------- I remember my first shoot with Mistress Laura. She had no experience and was super shy. Look at her now. She is an absolute Goddess. She is extremely pretty and hard to resist. Last week she visited me and used me. She likes humiliation and to shame sissy sluts like myself. She has no problem pulling down my wig and shouting my boys name in the camera. She likes to expose sissy sluts. The feeling of that bondage toy, not being able to escape. Completly exposed with my legs up was one of the most amazing feelings ever. She could do anything she wanted. And she did. Full video tomorow in your inbox! xxx
2022-12-04 09:05:24 +0000 UTC View PostSTORIES FROM THE PAST --------------------------------------..
STORIES FROM THE PAST ----------------------------------------- About a month ago, Princess Diamonds and me decided to get a cleaning lady for our home. We have been spending so much time at our store and on my sissyfication that the extra chores in the house were getting a little bit too much. 1 week later the doorbell rang and our new cleaning lady was at the door. Very respectfully, Princess Diamonds told her what she would like to be done. She also told the cleaning lady that 1 room does not have to be cleaned. My room! Because that is my sissy room haha. As you can see in the pics, my room is completly pink and filled big photos of big cock. Some of them actually fucked me. I have a fucking machine next to my bed and dildos everywhere. My pink slutty boots are on top of the wardrobe too. But nothing to fear. Princess Diamonds made it clear to not clean my room. A few weeks went by and the cleaning lady got more familiar with us and we got to know her a little bit. It is a very friendly person, same age as us. But this one day I want upstairs and I noticed that my room is clean. She cleaned my room. She later texted me ''Did you notice I cleaned your room? It's okay sissy haha. I will not tell anyone.'' So now even our cleaning lady calls me sissy. There comes a point in every sissies life that there is no way to hide it for long. And that point, it is better to accept who you are. A sissy. 😬
2022-12-03 11:35:17 +0000 UTC View PostA little teaser of what is to come... 😅
A little teaser of what is to come... 😅
2022-12-02 20:48:11 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE --------------------- Hi babes, sorry I did not ..
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- Hi babes, sorry I did not post yet. I have been feeling sick. I have the cold. And I always really really get sick when I have the cold. I can't sleep if I can't breath trough my nose. It's not covid. I tested twice and I am already feeling a little bit better. But the last couple of days so much things happend that I don't know where to start. I have so many ideas I would like to share, so many content to show and so many stories to tell. I also hate getting sick because weirdly enough that is when I eat unhealthy. I really need a good workout as soon as I feel better. Anyway enjoy this picture, and the little teaser I am about to show! 🥵
2022-12-02 20:39:43 +0000 UTC View PostTEASER --------------------- A few days ago, Mistress Laura..
TEASER --------------------- A few days ago, Mistress Laura visited us. She and Princess Diamonds are great friends. Mistress Laura is one of my favorite Mistresses. We have been friends for a long time and she likes to use me. She really likes humiliation and loves to shame me. She has no issues with pulling down my wig and shouting my name in the camera while she fucks me with her big strap-on. Mistress Laura humiliated me. But she is so pretty that I don't even think about howmuch she can expose me in that moment. She is dangerously hot. And the content we made, is very extreme and humiliating. It was one of the best experiences I had because I truely couldn't go anywhere. She bought a collar that had both my sissy name and boy name on it and I had she demanded humiliating pictures and videos with both. We also used a new toy that I am testing. And it's very very cool. Today I wanted to tease you a little for the what is comming. It is so hot hot hot. Mistress Laura owns me and I am proud of it!
2022-11-30 09:32:52 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE (hormones) -------------------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE (hormones) ----------------------------------------- Today I had the last appointment with my psychologist and it was actually very interesting. I am a very strong minded individual, I am very positive and I am always happy. So I walked in very confidently with minimum expectations. I believed this meeting was just a chore. A requirement and a task I needed to get trough to achieve my dream of getting hormones. But this person really put me in my place and made me think about things a little more. Perhaps i'm about to share too much. But I think this is too important for other sissies out there struggling with the same feelings I have. First of all. When it comes to hormones, there are many different solutions and options. I want to take a very minimum and slower approach. That is because my transition comes from sissyfication and I want to do this scary process slowly step by step. I am going to use an oestrogen (female hormone) gel. But unlike most transgender people, I will NOT take anti-androgen (Male hormone blockers) this will make sure I don't lose my sexual drive. The main changes for me will be : softer skin, breast growth, feminin curves. I am a full time sissy and the adults in my family know what I do and totally accept it. But none adults look up to me and really really like me. I think it would be very damaging for them to watch me ''transition''. The first step of my transition will be with the oestrogen gel and take it slow at my own pace. My first goal would be to be feminin underneath my clothes - but still able to cover it if needed. Once I reach that point. I will decide if I want to transition even further. I already would be extremely happy with small breasts, smoother skin and ASS! Haha. Then the question ''where can you be yourself, Joyce?'' came up. I answered : ''At home and at work. I don't like to go outside because I don't think I pass. Don't get me wrong please - I don't care what others might think of me, I just don't want to bother or shock anyone'' The psychologist said : ''It seems like you are very empathic. You have a strong personality, but you don't do what you want, for others. I think you do a lot for other people, is that true?'' I confessed. I didn't realize this. But i really do. I help a lot of people. I am not a materialistic person. The webshop makes minimal profit - But I'm able to help my best friend (he has a steady job now) and I am able to help other sissies. My mother gets my Clip sales income. She is very poor and she is the best human on the planet. I always get big presents for everyone around me, plus I am very submissive haha. (I didn't say all this, I just said ''Yes that is true'' but kept the details to my self) The psychologist asked : ''Can you name me one thing you are doing for yourself?'' This made me pause and think. It took me minutes. The awkward silence didn't stop. She expected an answer and suddenly I found it. ''THIS! I do THIS for myself. THIS is what I want!" I said. (refering to transitioning) The psychologist conversation blew me away. She has written a positive note to the doctor and HRT is starting at 14 december. I didn't need to see the psychologist again, but we did book another session together. This was very mentally draining but a good experience. Feels abit strange to share so much private stuff - But I just hope my experience and journey helps others out here find happyness and peace. Mwah xxx Joyce
2022-11-28 21:28:40 +0000 UTC View PostEvery single person that knows Princess Diamonds knows that ..
Every single person that knows Princess Diamonds knows that I am a sissy bitch. Princess Diamonds encourages girls to use me and bully me. And to be honest, I enjoy the attention too! Girls are sooooo irresistable!! They make me do stupid stuff but I just can't refuse!! A few days ago Lina visited us and it all started out nice untill she and Princess Diamonds started teasing me. Then they used some kind of bondage gear on me and started writing on my body. They spit in my face and they spanked me. We had a great time. When they relaxed in our Jacuzzi I had to bring drinks and didn't like it when they filmed me cutting the grass haha. The full video is available as PPV for $3 in your inbox. As always - I only do a PPV once or twice per month. And it is more like an early release. Because in 2 weeks, I will also post the video for free. But the extra support is always much appreciated ❤❤❤
2022-11-28 09:07:09 +0000 UTC View PostI think I just had my best shoot ever!! What an amazing expe..
I think I just had my best shoot ever!! What an amazing experience. Need some rest now 😬🤭
2022-11-27 18:59:22 +0000 UTC View PostAre you satisfied with my Onlyfans? That is very important t..
Are you satisfied with my Onlyfans? That is very important to me and if there is anything I can do to make it even better I will !! Advice and tips are aaaaaaaaaaaaaaalways appreciated xxxx
2022-11-27 08:23:50 +0000 UTC View PostFULL VIDEO ------------------- ❤SISSY JOYCE FUCKED BY A BBC..
FULL VIDEO ------------------- ❤SISSY JOYCE FUCKED BY A BBC❤ So I have been without a sissygasm for a month or so. Desperate for some release I had evenings where I secretly grabbed a dildo and fucked myself but it did not help. I made profiles on belgium dating sites looking for a guy to fuck me when this BBC person messaged me. I told him I wanted to film it for my fans, and that means he needs to sign a content release form. Many people stop there. Because they don't wanna sign anything. This one was very serious and didn't mind signing at all. So we decided to set up a date and that was it! The day before meeting him I was super horny and not sure if I should continue with it or not. Because it's a stranger! But I did it anyway and took many safety measurements. Luckely he was a very nice guy and very calm and that really made me feel safe. Not long after that, I pressed play on my phone and I had a BBC in my holes....
2022-11-27 08:21:32 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE ---------------------- Today was black friday ..
LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- Today was black friday so today I have been helping a lot sending out packages for the sissy market. It was a very fun day to work together with our employe and Princess Diamonds. But nothing special happend. I bought an agenda!! Omg. I never expected to need one. But with all the guys and Mistresses who want to use me I need to keep track! Thats funny haha. Also got myself a dildo that warms up and can vibrate and move. Can't wait to play with it. I miss receiving cum tributes a lot. Also been fantasizing of getting fucked together with Princess Diamonds. Oh another cool thing. Since the hormones announcement I have been supper motivated for weightloss and I think I have never been in a better shape than now. Have a great weekend xxx
2022-11-25 21:45:23 +0000 UTC View PostToday I have 2 funny little teasers for you haha. See for yo..
Today I have 2 funny little teasers for you haha. See for yourself! 🤭🤭 Full video soon available! x
2022-11-25 21:37:49 +0000 UTC View PostWill post the full BBC video in a week!! x
Will post the full BBC video in a week!! x
2022-11-24 10:16:52 +0000 UTC View PostSISSY TIPS & ADVICE ---------------------------------- My op..
SISSY TIPS & ADVICE ---------------------------------- My opinion on Finding a female partner and Findom. I understand that most of us Sissies are desperate to find a girl that wants to own them and guide them on their path of sissyfication. But we all know girls who are into sissyfication are rare. So we often lean towards the Online dommes out there for comfort / guidance or to fill the deep desires we have inside ourselves. We look for online female dommes and we quickly realize that there are none. Almost all girls out there call themselves ''Findomme'' and you even have to pay them money before talking to them. But this is not the correct path sissy. 1. Why I hate Findom Let me start with saying that I do believe that a Mistress should be spoiled and that supporting sexworkers is an amazing thing to do. They all deserve to be paid for the amazing and exciting content they share with the world. But Findom is something different. Findom or Financial domination means just that. They want your money and thats it. They abuse our submissive state and try to get as much money from you in return for nothing. If you're in luck, they might copy/paste you an assignment or call you a few mean words. There is no passion for BDSM in Findom. Findom is taking money from lonely submissive people and abusing them. The sad part of this is that the desire to finally talk with a girl who is a domme, to finally feel what it's like to be owned is too strong. They know it and they take advantage of it. All those Mistress bots on KiK and other platforms should ring alarm bells about how big this business actually is. There are litterly female domme bots out there designed to take your money and ask for ''tributes''. I once got invited to join a group chat on telegram for Onlyfans models where they do ''shoutout for shoutouts'' and things like that. And what I saw there shocked me. They laughed at you, but not in a bdsm kind of way. None of them enjoyed what they are doing, all of them are pure business. They send screenshots of your private messages with them. One that really stuck in my mind was a findom who had a $50 Pay-to-view message with 1 picture in it and someone bought the message. The photo was a black picture. Nothing in it. She shared the screenshot in the group and everyone started laughing and cheering that girl on. That is the harsh truth. They only care about your money. Most of it is 100% business and 0% passion. And I don't really care much about these Findommes, but I care a lot about the community that made me who I am today and I do feel like a warning for this is in place. In Belgium and the Netherlands, Findom is extremely popular. It is growing every single day. Every day you see more and more girls joining social media with an account that has the words ''Pay me loser'' or something like that in it. A Findom who do earns some money this way, tells their friends its easy money, and they tell their friends and it spreads like wildfire. The amount of 18 year olds out here doing Findom is insane. And if you can't do BDSM correctly (like most findoms who do it for $) it is not BDSM but it is abuse. On a positive note, 1% of these Findommes actually learn and improve and take it seriously. They develop a true passion for BDSM and grow out of Findom. (Note : I still think a Goddess deserves to be paid or tributed, they spend time and effort into you) But in my mind, a Findomme who is begging for money on twitter in the form of ''Pay for my coffee'' , ''pay for my siggarets'' , ''pay for my dead cats urn'' (yes, this truely happend today) , isn't a Goddess. That's an abuser of submissive lonely people desperate for attention. In my opinion, FINDOM doesn't exist. It's just FEMDOM. A female dominatrix who owns you, and where you also have a financial agreement with. That is all fine. But FINDOM? Just taking your money and that's it? That's destructive. I am not kink shaming here. Atleast that's not my intention. I don't think that Findom is a kink even. I think its an evil addiction at best. Don't believe for 1 second that there is a girl who actually gets turned on when you send her money. I could say ''receiving money turns me on soo much hmmmmm'' aswell. ''Of course it does''. Another problem I have with Findom is the abuse and the hatred towards men. The very men who give them their hard earned money. They make you feel like nothing. Not in a BDSM kinda way, but in an abusive kinda way. A real Dominatrix, makes you feel submissive but builds you up and helps you to fullfill your deepest desires. You need to build sissies up. Not break them down!! 2. But I desperatly want a partner! What should I do? I don't want to tell you what to do with your own money of course. But, how about instead of sending a $50 tribute to a passionless findomme in return for a few words, you instead get yourself an amazing dress, or go to a beauty saloon to get your leggs waxed, or save up for an IPL laser hair removal device. What i'm trying to say is, invest into yourself instead. Build yourself up. Be the person you want to be. You can do it. Workout, buy a cute dress, learn make-up, learn about hair removal, do hair removal, chastity, you name it. Once you start investing in yourself and you become a good sissy, you will notice that there are tons of girls and guys out there willing to use you. THAT is the correct path to go down on sissies. If you have an owner, of course you should spoil them and treat them like the goddess they are! But not at the cost of your own dreams. (In my opinion) 3. Stop hiding and you will find someone Stop hiding little sissy. Stop being ashamed and be proud of what you are. Make a dating profile and just be honest about who you are and what you enjoy. You don't need to immediatly confess that you like to be in chastity and fucked by big cocks of course. But take it easy! For example ''In the bedroom, I like to lose control, I am actually more the submissive type of person in the bedroom'' You can often immediatly tell by their reaction if they like it or not. Some people are just not open minded and some are. You just need to keep on looking. But you can't search for someone that likes the real you, if you are too ashamed to be the real you. 4. How to confess to your partner Princess Diamonds and me think that the best way to tell your partner you are into sissyfication is to do it step by step. The problem with most confessions is that they are ''topped from the bottom'' this means, that most confessions start like ''this is what I like, this is what I want, this is what I need'' but in BDSM, it is about what your partner likes and wants is it not? So you should not tell them what you like and bombard them with your fantasy or desires that you want them to fullfill. Instead, you should just treat them like a prince/princess. Tell them that you enjoy to spoil them! Do the dishes for them, rub their feet, who can say no to that?! Slowly you can tell them that you actually enjoy this new position in your relationship and that you would like to explore it further. That is a way better approach and that is the one we recommend. I am sorry if my opinion about Findom isn't one you agree one. I don't want to offend anyone or shame anyone. I only want the very best for my fellow sissies xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Joyce
2022-11-24 10:06:42 +0000 UTC View PostThe friends of my Mistress like to bully me too! Here is a ..
The friends of my Mistress like to bully me too! Here is a little teaser of the next full video! Have a great monday!! xxx
2022-11-21 09:23:32 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE (hormones) -------------------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE (hormones) ----------------------------------------- Friday had to talk with the psychologist. It was very interesting. At first I didn't think I needed it because I am a happy individual who doesn't get affected by negative people. But the psychologist helped me a lot. Now I also understand why everyone needs one during transition!! It was very interesting. I completed all tasks and now I am waiting for 14th of december. About the hormones. When you transition, you need testosterone blockers and oestrogen supplements. (Male hormone blockers, female hormone boosters). But I don't really identify as trans. (Maybe I do a little. The psychologist made me doubt) but I want to stay a sissy and not do the full transition. So - the plan is to just take Female hormone boosters but NOT the male hormone blockers. This means I will still get breast growth, softer skin and a more feminin shape, but I will not have side effects from male hormone blockers like loss of sexual desires. This way I can stay a horny sissy slut. It is a more carefull and slow approach to hormones. One that I could stop at any point if needed. I am very excited. The rest of the weekend I have spend with my family and had some quality time. It was very nice. Mwah x
2022-11-20 18:22:24 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE (hormones) -------------------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE (hormones) ----------------------------------------- I had so much stress today. The one thing in my way of hormones is a good test and 1 conversation. But the test stressed me out the most. Today I called for the results. Liver okay, kidney okay, everything is okay!! Except for cholesterol, I have a very high cholesterol level, apperntly for a long while even! This shocked me as I am fairly healthy. But then it got to me. I don't drink water. All i drink is diet coke and coffee. Sooo... i quit haha. High cholesterol is rare for my age, so thats a little concerning, but manageble with pills worst case scenario. I am happy and ready for the conversation tomorow. Then I can count down to 14 December without stress. :)
2022-11-17 17:07:41 +0000 UTC View PostOne of the scarier things you experience as a sissy is when ..
One of the scarier things you experience as a sissy is when your girlfriend tells all her friends your little sissy secret! But I am used to it now. They really enjoy it! Sometimes they like to use me as their maids, or bully me and make me do chores... and so on. It makes me feel really submissive and happy. Like on this video she was mad that the gras was so long 🤭
2022-11-17 08:32:14 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE (hormones) -------------------------------------..
LIFE UPDATE (hormones) ----------------------------------------- Hello hotties, So today was the day I visited the doctor for the tests of my 🩸. I am super nervous about this because the only thing that i'm scared of are diseases. But i'm lucky. I don't have to stress for too long as I will be getting the results tomorow. Yay! The other thing I need to fix is the 1 conversation with the psychologist. That is on Friday. So this week, I should have completed all hormone requirements and that means I can officially start on the 14th of December. I will keep you updated. Mwah x
2022-11-16 19:28:01 +0000 UTC View Post💙💚❤💛WELCOME TO MY ONLYFANS 💜🖤💛❤ I share every little detail..
💙💚❤💛WELCOME TO MY ONLYFANS 💜🖤💛❤ I share every little detail of my sissy life with you on this platform! Because i post daily, it can be a little bit difficult to watch my older content. The good news is that you don't have to scroll down endlessly as I spend an entire day sorting everything out with labels! To find all my content, including full and long videos, check the 2nd video in this post!
2022-11-14 10:45:53 +0000 UTC View PostPrincess Diamonds has a lot of female friends who know that ..
Princess Diamonds has a lot of female friends who know that I am a sissy and absolutly love it! Sometimes they make fun of me and use me. And I really enjoy that too. I love serving them. A few days ago Lina came over. Princess and Lina have been extra mean! They write words on my body, tease me and made me to a bunch of different chores. When I heard them laughing behind my back i didn't think much of it untill I saw what they are drawing......... 🤭
2022-11-14 09:12:19 +0000 UTC View PostSTORIES FROM THE PAST --------------------------------------..
STORIES FROM THE PAST ------------------------------------------ ''Pantieboy'' Before Onlyfans, back when my sissy life was one big secret. I worked in a factory that made bricks! I was some kind of quality inspector. I had to test the materials bricks are made of and test the bricks themselves... that was my job. At this point, I was already my girlfriends sissy and I had to wear pink flashy panties every day at work. At this job, I had a few friends. Specificly 1 female friend. I'm not sharing her real name so let's call her Emma. Emma and me get along very well. Every morning, we met at a specific crossroad and we bike together to work. At this specific day, Emma didn't show up on time so I just biked to work myself. After 5 minutes, she caught up with me and suddenly was biking next to me. ''Sorry I was late Jens, I overslept!! And uhmm... by the way. What the hell?'' She said that as she lifted my T-shirt up, showing my pink panties . My heart sank. She laughed and teased me. Eventually she promised to keep it ''our secret'' but at work she called me ''pantieboy'' and asked me to do part of her job! I always turned red when she called me that. She looked at me ready to burst out in laughter. I was speechless, i just said uhmm I...I..... Apperantly by biking behind me, she saw my panties! She laughed and said ''Are you for real wearing womens underwear????'' ''Please dont tell the rest!!'' I said.
2022-11-14 08:11:35 +0000 UTC View PostSISSYFICATION TIPS & TRICKS --------------------------------..
SISSYFICATION TIPS & TRICKS -------------------------------------------------- Hey Hottie, I want you to know that ANYONE can become a sexy sissy slut and you don't need hormones or a full transition for it. It is about knowledge and skill, not about genetics. It's about working hard for your dreams too! Because some feminization steps require sacrifises either financially or physicly. Things to master as a sissy : - Make-up - Sissy Fashion - Eating healthy - Excersising - Permanent chastity - Hair removal - Anal mastrubation - Mindset & mental health I will try and share tips and my routine for each of these!
2022-11-14 07:40:03 +0000 UTC View PostLIFE UPDATE ---------------------- Goodmorning Onlyfans!! ..
LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- Goodmorning Onlyfans!! A new exciting week and closer to my hormones goal. Wednesday is my doctors appointment for the tests. I hate to get tested because I am always super scared for bad news. I hate hate hate it so bad. So I am having a little bit of stress. But I am pretty healthy so I guess I should be fine.... I'm going to be SO relieved and happy once the test is done and I get hormones at the 14th of december. I do feel very good !! I am in great shape and I am motivated to feminize me even more because of the hormones that are comming up. Few days ago I had permanent laser hair removal and my nails and eyebrows done! This makes me feel pretty. This week I have to catch up a little bit with some chores and regular things. But there are a few girls who are visitng to use me next week. I believe one couple too! I dream a lot about being a sissy wife or being totally completly owned by a guy haha. Have a good monday Mwah x
2022-11-14 07:32:39 +0000 UTC View PostHormones update! I promise to share everything with you. So..
Hormones update! I promise to share everything with you. So yesterday was the day I got to visit the endocrinologist. (That is the person in the hospital that gives you hormones). He told me that before i get hormones, I have to get some health tests done and have atleast talked with a psychologist once. I have untill the 14th december to complete these 2 tasks now. Because on the 14th december, if those things are done, the endocrinologist will give me hormones. I really really hate health tests. The only thing i'm afraid of are diseases. And having myself tested stresses me out SO much, because i'm afraid something bad will come from it. I really really hate hate hate hate hate this. But nothing is going to get in my way of achieving my goals I will share every step along the way. I will share every moment of me on hormones. Share exactly what I feel and share how i'm changing. Maybe something important to know for other sissies out there : Most transgender people take male hormone blockers and female hormone supplements. It is also possible to NOT take male hormone blockers and ONLY take female hormone supplements (that is what I am going to do) Male hormone blockers lower your sexdrive a lot and I want to be a feminized sexy little bitch. Just taking female hormones means softer skin, breast growth, fat in the better places haha... I don't want pills or injections. I am going for a gel. It's safe and slow. Thats how I want it! :)
2022-11-11 19:33:47 +0000 UTC View PostToday I had permanent laser hair removal done again at the b..
Today I had permanent laser hair removal done again at the beauty salon. The girl there knows I'm in chastity and thinks its perfectly normal for sissyboys. If you accept that you are a sissy, others have no other choice but to accept you aswel! 🤭
2022-11-09 14:17:58 +0000 UTC View Post
