It was my birthday on the 15th. I was in Mexico City, gracin..
It was my birthday on the 15th. I was in Mexico City, gracing everyone with this LBD.
This is 40.
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Hello from Mexico City! I may be on vacation but I still hav..
Hello from Mexico City! I may be on vacation but I still have time for some bed pics.
2025-04-14 04:30:56 +0000 UTC View PostHi all! I am so sorry for the delay - though my birthday is ..
Hi all! I am so sorry for the delay - though my birthday is not until the 15, my friends had thrown me birthay party this weekend, so I was pretty exhausted. That being said, to make up for the wait here is a array of photos that range from sexy Roses, laid back Roses, to absolute grungefest Roses. I will also get a Roses from the Bedroom video up soon. Also, the bath water is a result of my new pink hair. Just imagine I am bathing in a magical pool.
Also, hair thoughts: Not sure on this pink, I am missing the blonde. But I am going to let it fade a bit and see what I think.
I would never consider doing this had I not made so much pro..
I would never consider doing this had I not made so much progress, but I took this in horrible lighting in a doctor’s office, no make up. I hated hours I looked at the time I took it, but now I’m glad I did because the more I look, the more comfortable I am with my face. This is also before I dyed my hair pink so it’s looking a bit wild here.
2025-04-01 06:35:02 +0000 UTC View Post… I’m sorry about the last pic. But here’s my new hair! PINK..
… I’m sorry about the last pic. But here’s my new hair! PINK
2025-03-30 00:39:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Getting my pinup look on. Did I nail it? Third pic is my fav..
Getting my pinup look on. Did I nail it? Third pic is my favorite.
2025-03-24 05:41:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Let’s talk candidly.Even though it’s called BODY Dysmorphic ..
Let’s talk candidly.
Even though it’s called BODY Dysmorphic Disorder, it mostly affects how I perceive my face. Even though I had an ED for a very long time and struggled to love my body, I made progress with it over time. My face, however? It’s a deep abyss of ugliness to me; unsightly, old, sagging, and sad. I especially don’t like photos taken in natural sunlight, which is uncommon for MOST people; many like natural sunlight for it’s flattering nature, but I feel the most vulnerable with the sun on my face. Maybe it’s because I am a vampire, or some kind of gremlin. Regardless, despite not liking it, the first pic posted is by the window, candidly, while I was out and about. The rest are of my new (weird) hair, and the last is spicy like butter chicken. Enjoy. <3
There’s something sexy about this photo that I really like. ..
There’s something sexy about this photo that I really like. More photos tomorrow.
2025-03-14 06:11:21 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone! At the end of the month, I would like to make ..
Hey everyone! At the end of the month, I would like to make a donation to RAINN: https://rainn.org/ Any tips will go towards RAINN.
I’ll also have a new “Roses from the Bedroom” video tomorrow. Stay tuned.
I’ve been doing Pilates. That is all.
I’ve been doing Pilates.
That is all.
My lip is swollen from a teeny tiny cut that got irritated. ..
My lip is swollen from a teeny tiny cut that got irritated. But I still look cute. Who doesn’t love a full lip, right?
2025-02-24 21:29:05 +0000 UTC View PostSmall photo dump. Some teasing, some not. ;) Sometimes I am ..
Small photo dump. Some teasing, some not. ;) Sometimes I am self conscious of my skin removal scar, and other times I feel like a sexy Frankenstein lady.
2025-02-19 02:43:18 +0000 UTC View PostSmall photo dump! I bought a new red lipstick. What do you t..
Small photo dump! I bought a new red lipstick. What do you think? 🫦
2025-02-14 00:24:17 +0000 UTC View PostI just really like this photo.
I just really like this photo.
2025-02-10 01:29:43 +0000 UTC View PostSmall photo dump. I am STILL waiting on my new bra to show o..
Small photo dump. I am STILL waiting on my new bra to show off, hmph.
2025-02-08 06:10:01 +0000 UTC View PostJust a lil video of my legs, the only part of my body not af..
Just a lil video of my legs, the only part of my body not affected by BDD. I like ‘em. Long and sexy.
2025-02-07 07:13:39 +0000 UTC View PostJust some different looks for ya. I love the polka dot bra a..
Just some different looks for ya. I love the polka dot bra and the lacy panties.
2025-02-03 03:07:53 +0000 UTC View PostI have strep throat. Here are my strep throat photos. As you..
I have strep throat. Here are my strep throat photos. As you can see my face is very sexy.
2025-01-26 00:20:08 +0000 UTC View PostOof. I’ve been battling a mystery illness off and on AND I a..
Oof. I’ve been battling a mystery illness off and on AND I am waiting on my new red bra to arrive so things are a little behind. But here’s my boobs, cause I thought they were lookin’ pretty good.
2025-01-21 06:30:46 +0000 UTC View PostI’m obsessed with this bra. Look at the little lace up in th..
I’m obsessed with this bra. Look at the little lace up in the front. LOOK AT IT 🥰
2025-01-16 06:00:56 +0000 UTC View Post… this is now my favorite bra ever. More to come soon.
… this is now my favorite bra ever. More to come soon.
2025-01-12 16:45:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy New Year!!! I decided to grace everyone with my butt, ..
Happy New Year!!! I decided to grace everyone with my butt, which is quite lorge but I like it anyway. It’s good for sitting.
2025-01-01 21:15:20 +0000 UTC View PostI’ma little obsessed with my new bra.
I’ma little obsessed with my new bra.
2024-12-27 22:39:18 +0000 UTC View PostMerry Christmas/Happy Holidays (Or happy 25th if you don’t c..
Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays (Or happy 25th if you don’t celebrate anything today!) Here’s some “sexy” pictures I took over the week. Truth be told, the last few months have been a trying time for me, on top of the last year and a half or so being difficult and sprinkled with grief. Since losing my mom to brain cancer, things have been up and down for me. I do my best to push through the days: I do my video work, I sell my art, I try new things, I update this page. But despite being able to function and be responsible, my heart hurts. When my heart hurts, I sometimes fall into binge eating, then my weight fluctuates wildly. Even though I did gain weight this winter and it sets off my BDD and temptations to purge, I am going to keep posting pics of my body here because I deserve to feel sexy and appreciated at any weight. Know that it is -extremely- difficult to do, but this body is who I am, and it holds my brain, so it definitely has its uses. I know it may seem weird to say this here, seeing as though this IS an Only Fans, but your body doesn’t define who you are, or even how sexy you are, and I say this as much to you as I say to myself: Sexiness comes from inside the house. (But let’s me honest, tattoos help. ;))
Grief is weird. It can manifest from so many different things: Death, breakups, losing a job, losing a pet, distancing from family. And it feels different for each person, but for me, it feels like I am constantly missing something that no longer exists. Or for something inaccessible to me, like my childhood home. It once existed, it was once my entire world, and now it’s a thought that I can’t fully form. It’s hard, but know that this page has given me such strength and confidence.
-Roses
