feeling into my angst. pushing out stale energy
feeling into my angst. pushing out stale energy
2024-06-09 16:09:02 +0000 UTC View Post
adultland posts
this next photo series comes in three parts. can you guess w..
this next photo series comes in three parts. can you guess what my backdrop was??
2024-06-07 15:08:04 +0000 UTC View Postwriting some thoughts out-- like, if you grew up in a way wh..
writing some thoughts out-- like, if you grew up in a way where you were trained to monitor and act based on someone else's moods, then your own personality and instincts were not given space, or, "erased"-- this leads to people pleasing, which is actually harmful and manipulative and is a form of lying (as it is not being honest). so the number one job someone of this circumstance has is to learn how to feel their own feelings, then how to manage them, and how to speak on behalf of them. also in my journal i wrote about how I almost swallowed a dead fly in my water glass 🥲
2024-06-06 17:30:04 +0000 UTC View PostMore behind the scenes of my time spent in a "music studio r..
More behind the scenes of my time spent in a "music studio residency"-- sponsored by myself and the producer (and by extension, YOU!!!!). This is a perfect example of what I yearn to create for myself throughout all aspects of my artistic endeavors: immersive experiences with collaborators, going in with a goal and coming out victorious 🤩
This was a great test run for how I can focus on creating the art, while capturing moments I thought were sweet. I'm noticing my focus on my social media and here. I'm much more excited to share here, to be honest 🤗
hi 🥰 wanna ask you, what is one of your favorite parts about..
hi 🥰 wanna ask you, what is one of your favorite parts about this page? thanks so much for being here, you're really makin' my days better 🌹
2024-06-04 18:38:57 +0000 UTC View PostSunset again, this time I'm between two chairs-- I had seen ..
Sunset again, this time I'm between two chairs-- I had seen the strip of light and almost tripped over myself to get there 🤭
2024-06-04 16:31:02 +0000 UTC View Postsomething about photographing in black and white is all at o..
something about photographing in black and white is all at once soothing, sensual, classic, timless, and inspiring. I'll just set my camera on Monochrome and explore shapes and shadows. These were photographed at sunset!!!
2024-06-02 16:30:02 +0000 UTC View PostBefore I share on my social media, I wanted to gift y'all th..
Before I share on my social media, I wanted to gift y'all the first peep at what I've been up to this past week 🥰🫠🌹
I was in a local "residency" with a music producer, an immersive recording week where we lived in the same sublet, with the goal of completing my acoustic album.
✨I Want it Back✨ I wrote this song about depression. I know some people who can actually feel my energy dip from states away and they give me a call-- "what's wrong honey"-- some people feel me in person and ask me questions to help open up my heart and share so I can feel connected even when I feel low. I wanted to include how even though there are people who see me and maintain connection, I am still in my own private experience, and that feels lonely sometimes. The spark inside dims and it can feel like all is lost.
I hope you enjoy ☺️
last of the stripes 🐅 go back and let me know your favorite(..
last of the stripes 🐅 go back and let me know your favorite(s)?
2024-05-31 18:05:16 +0000 UTC View Posthope you're having a great sunshine ☀️
hope you're having a great sunshine ☀️
2024-05-29 18:44:03 +0000 UTC View Post
do you think you'd enjoy it if I went live on here one of th..
do you think you'd enjoy it if I went live on here one of these days? let me know by commenting or sending me a dm! ✨
2024-05-27 02:16:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Give my original songs a listen and tell me what you think, ..
Give my original songs a listen and tell me what you think, yeah?
Y'all, no one else has heard these!! I don't think you understand how special you are to me to be able to share this with you 💙
https://untitled.stream/library/project/ICmakdGYsxlWGRR2XkzNt
Leave me comments!!!
what is it like living in black and white?
what is it like living in black and white?
2024-05-24 18:41:02 +0000 UTC View Post
oops I need to clean this mirror huh 🫣
oops I need to clean this mirror huh 🫣
2024-05-23 17:39:17 +0000 UTC View PostWhat I mean by "I accept myself fully in this lifetime"-- do..
What I mean by "I accept myself fully in this lifetime"-- do you have any thoughts to share with me about this?
2024-05-21 19:22:19 +0000 UTC View Post
These are not my highlights, but I agree w them and would al..
These are not my highlights, but I agree w them and would also include all of the points 😝 Here is an excerpt from the book "The Verbally Abusive Relationship." The basic rights in a relationship. Accept nothing less 💕 Behave in integrity ✨heal through feeling your feelings 🌹
2024-05-13 18:17:28 +0000 UTC View Postthere's nothing wrong with you
there's nothing wrong with you
2024-05-13 17:55:02 +0000 UTC View PostAn experience with someone giving the healthy apology and wh..
An experience with someone giving the healthy apology and what that did for my experience and trust, letting go of control, what lizards mean, importance of proper air space for me, finding the religion/god/love in everything, and an idea cut short (:
2024-05-12 15:29:07 +0000 UTC View Postshadows can be beautiful and full of life
shadows can be beautiful and full of life
2024-05-11 17:55:02 +0000 UTC View PostIncredible day of taking notes. We (the royal We) began by w..
Incredible day of taking notes. We (the royal We) began by watching someone talk about 'questions to introduce into the situationship before making it official,' we self reflected on our own actions from our last relationship, we learned more about abuse, gained some more understanding for others, and became proud for working extremely hard for my whole adult life to get to a place where I do not have to worry about "slipping up" into behaviors during difficult situations that don't align with my own integrity. 🫠
2024-05-11 16:44:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Here we go, processing part of The Universal Law of Honesty,..
Here we go, processing part of The Universal Law of Honesty, sharing a bit of The Verbally Abusive Relationship reading material, and some personal history. This feels disjointed to me in that it's not as clear a message as I'd like to share (until the end, which should've been the beginning), but that's part of growth and change eh? I gotta try things and see what I need help with in order to get where I wish to go. I want to be a clear, reliable storyteller, sharing my own process and giving you a good time!
2024-05-09 17:05:04 +0000 UTC View Post
