Just flopping around naked on the bed of life!!! Hopefully I remember my lines tomorrow. I studied them for a good 7hrs - while driving to this set in Carol Stream, IL. I’ve never heard of this place either but just know it’s close to Chicago. ✌️😅
I always chuckle when I’m pulled over in the literal middle of nowhere posting nudes for my fans. 😝
I be on the road, y’all! That’s the life I live. But luckily I love you, so I’ll do whatever I need to do to make sure you always have access to my splendid T&A! 😜
Stuntin & showing off my luscious curves in the Airbnb bathroom about a week back when I was in Chicago filming an unnamed short. It was supposed to be a fully improved (with story line) movie, but their new black magic camera failed & so we decided to table that project & do a short full of multiple SUPER creepy scenes instead.
I ended up getting to contribute a *TON* of ideas into this random side project we ended up doing so I am going to be extremely excited to share it once we have it available to show. I bet it’ll end up on YouTube!
Then we’ll go back & do our original plan in October, I think? I’m about to hit the group message & inquire because I truly think it has the potential to be fucking amazing!
Anyway. I need to record my lines for the project I’m filming this weekend up near Chicago again… So I can listen to them on the long drive up! I also need to cut my bangs.
I’ll update again in the middle of my drive! Talk soon, babe.
These photos are so delicate & candid. This photographer has the gift of really seeing me as I truly am. With my natural curly hair in my natural bare skin. And I love it!
I had several dizzy spells today. At the airport & then when I landed back in Louisville they kicked in so damned hard I had to sit on the concrete outside of the terminal to wait for my mom to pick me up. Then after I got home the spins had me laid out & unable to move for hours.
Which is fucking lame because of my little side journey to NYC, which at this point cost me over 2k, I’m behind on prepping for the short - called “Inner Beauty” - that I’m filming this weekend up towards Chicago again. I couldn’t lift my head so I didn’t get to work on my lines until late tonight. I just actually set them down…
I don’t know how the NYC thing went yet, so don’t even ask. Ha! There was a mix up on which part I was being called back there all the way in NYC to read for, which was so disappointing. And I heard the director saying he wanted someone else that wasn’t there for the part I thought I had in the bag. So the part they had me read the MOST for (both days in a row) I wasn’t at all prepared for. I studied all kinds of shit for the one I was going there I thought to re-read for.
Like, how people talked in the 1940’s film noir movies, how they dressed & did their hair. How the femme fatales poised themselves, etc. The other character had a super specific way of speaking & before going back the second day, to mostly just help out with other auditioneers, I tried to study up on that specific way of speaking. Think, ASMR. Which now… I have to say I’m kinda into & would love to make some content for here reflecting that!
I actually put a decent microphone on my wishlist that is supposed to be super sensitive to use to make that sort of content. So you should gift it to me! 😜 Go here to find my wishlist: JessaDoesItAll.com
But anyhow, since I wasn’t like in the know on how to present myself as the character I read most for, I don’t know if I’ll get it. But maybe the actress he wants for the character I *REALLY* want, will decline taking on the part, since she wasn’t even there. And then it will get defaulted to me! 😅🧿🤞Here’s wishing!🍀
Packing up & headed back to the Midwest today! NYC has been decent to me once again!
Trying to decide if I wanna check out a few more places before heading to the airport or not. I really don’t need to be wasting money & dragging a full sized suitcase around to several places sounds annoying too, tbh. Ugh.
I’m in an odd mood but of course I wanna show off my body & get praise to cheer me up - 1st & foremost. Ha!
I did my thing today. I ended up mostly reading for a part I wasn’t aware I was reading for. I was told off the bat I was reading for a certain character that I’ve fallen in love with & practiced all of her scenes TO DEATH.
But right before going to the call back I found an email that was sent out earlier today including a side (scene to read) for another character all together… Someone I didn’t do any research for or practice. So I’m pretty heart broken.
I also heard the director say he wanted someone in specific for the part I REALLY WANTED & spent $1300 to come out here to read for. But hey… THAT’S SHOW BUSINESS, right?
I have to go back tomorrow & read some more. I guess I’ll research for that one tonight & tomorrow.
I guess this is a learning experience to be ready for any & all characters in a script when doing a call back - especially if it’s costing you out of the god damned ass to attend the call back. Ugh.
And to add to the frustration the sides they used for this call back were not from the new version of the script but were from the old version. Even though they told me to use the new script to prepare.
Please tell me nice things below so I don’t have a full on meltdown? THANK YOUUUU.
Girl/girl exploration with @zivafeyxxx! Isn’t she just a *DOLL*?!
I’m about to work on my big audition in *NYC* for tomorrow & I ordered delivery! Big things are on the horizon!!! ⭐️ Including my belly after I grub down! 😆
Hanging tough at the NYC airport (well one of the two) & waiting to get an Uber around when my airbnb is available for checking in. I’d go get a coffee from Starbucks but I don’t wanna loose my post up spot. Like… There’s the only outlet here & I found it two hours ago & I been charging my phone ever since. 😝
DMing these nude cosplay pics tomorrow! I’m super pumped to bring this character , “Penny” to life at the Pheonix Fan Fusion at the end of this month! If you’re local you should come & check me out at the
I totally don’t feel right. I am light headed & feel just completely off. 🙁
I got back to Louisville earlier, took my mom to eat for Mother’s Day & then went to the Goodwill to get some stuff I needed for NYC tomorrow through Thursday & I’ve been in bed in & out of sleep since.
I dunno what the problem is but I feel like my sugar is low or something. I just don’t feel right. Anyway, the show must go on so here’s my hot flesh & bare tits. Love me??? 🥰
We just wrapped on this set! Well I did… The others still have one last scene to do but luckily I’m not in it. 😅
I have literally 5hrs before I have to get up & get ready to check out of this cabin! AHHH! I’m sure I’ll be sleeping at at least one gas station on my drive back to Louisville & I have to find a thrift store on the way too. For secret reasons! 🧿😉
Good morning!!! My eyes are SO DRY this morning! Probably because I was on tiktok laughing my ass off last night until I was literally crying until 3am. 😝 That was needed!
I’m on set here in the middle of absolutely nowhere. Everyone on the crew is suuuuper cool. I’m having fun playing this role. I usually play a *LOT* of bimbo type characters. Which, is hot role play, honestly. Ha!
But it’s super cool to play a character with more substance. I’m grateful for this project!
Just a few months back I wouldn’t have posted this *FULL NUDE* because… OF MY CUTE WIDDLE BELLY! But now we love her! I touch her, jiggle her & whisper sweet nothings to her about how awesome she is now. Why? Because I’m training myself to love my body as it is now.
Even if I was super fit, my belly would have this fold sitting in most positions because when I got lipo (which nearly killed me btw… If you don’t know that story I’d be happy to tell it!) I didn’t get a tummy tuck because I hated the idea of having a scar in an already concerning area. So I have loose skin. And I’m still happy with that choice!
So, I’m also choosing to love the lil cute hang & fold. It shows where I came from. I used to be 200lbs & very very VERY painfully depressed. (And by naming the specific weight I was then, I am not demonizing it… I am just simply saying that is why I have that extra skin.) The weight came from literally feeding my depression along with taking certain medications trying to cure it. Along with some other med changes that I had to abruptly go through after having a stroke.
I’ve come a long way! In my physical & mental health & I am proud of myself! I wouldn’t have had my journey any other way. I hope I can inspire others to appreciate their journeys & love themselves as well, as they are in this very moment! 💕
Also swipe! That full nude is just delicate! Look at the arch in my back!!!! Swoon to the moon!
Well god damn! You can see my pussy right through these absolutely see through panties. I mean that is barely even mesh? It’s like… A film of some sort? Great googly moogly, *THAT THANG IS JUICY*!